1
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-I am devastated,

2
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Vanessa. How can you
imagine drawing a line

3
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about the most beautiful love story,

4
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the purest,

5
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the brightest
who ever existed?

6
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How do you think you live
without the taste of my skin,

7
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my mouth,

8
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our caresses, our kisses?

9
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Your breakup letter betrays you.

10
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She says how
you only love me.

11
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So why do you want to hurt me?

12
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I who was the most faithful man

13
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of all, with you.

14
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I made a promise to God that never,

15
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no, never

16
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you would not be part of my past.

17
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-Go for it. Say it:

18
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“Woe to man
through whom the scandal comes.

19
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"Matzneff, he is too beautiful,

20
00:02:01,940 --> 00:02:05,000
"he is too free,
too happy, too insolent,

21
00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:08,100
“he’s so in love.”
So maybe I'm not

22
00:02:08,200 --> 00:02:10,480
like everyone else,
but I will never deny

23
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my accomplices.
- But finally...

24
00:02:12,400 --> 00:02:13,800
to hear you,

25
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you would think you belong

26
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to a criminal association.

27
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-There are only the judges
to talk about the criminals.

28
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Maybe I'm a fisherman,

29
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but that doesn't matter
as my confessor and me.

30
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The mea culpa,

31
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it's on his own chest
that we hit him,

32
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not on that of his neighbor
or his neighbor.

33
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Sorry, dear friend.

34
00:02:33,680 --> 00:02:36,055
-Your neighbor would be delighted
that you visit

35
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his chest.

36
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-The real criticism made of me
these "honest people",

37
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it's having the courage

38
00:02:46,440 --> 00:02:48,320
to be myself,
not to regret anything,

39
00:02:48,320 --> 00:02:51,080
and write,
as Tolstoy liked to say,

40
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with the blood of my heart.

41
00:02:53,680 --> 00:02:55,660
"Maybe he's around me
only ghosts,

42
00:02:55,700 --> 00:02:58,280
"but of what I am sure,
it’s that the living, themselves,

43
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"are in my books."

44
00:03:10,740 --> 00:03:12,073
-Yes dear.

45
00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:22,960
-Do you like reading Vanessa?

46
00:03:23,800 --> 00:03:24,460
-Oh yes.

47
00:03:24,460 --> 00:03:26,080
She loves literature.

48
00:03:26,760 --> 00:03:28,960
She prefers books
to all the distractions

49
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children his age.

50
00:03:30,880 --> 00:03:33,615
-A literary temperament.
Interesting.

51
00:03:33,960 --> 00:03:35,040
Me at 11 years old,

52
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I discovered <i>The Three Musketeers</i>.

53
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It's thanks to Dumas

54
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that I became a rider.

55
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Reading a book

56
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can change the course of a life.

57
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It is therefore essential

58
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to meet his masters
as soon as possible,

59
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when the mind is formed.

60
00:03:52,208 --> 00:03:53,417
Who do you already have

61
00:03:53,625 --> 00:03:55,125
admired, Vanessa?

62
00:03:56,208 --> 00:03:59,708
-Vanessa, at 13,
she has already read so much.

63
00:03:59,917 --> 00:04:04,375
She loves Cohen,
Dostoyevsky, Tolstoy...

64
00:04:04,442 --> 00:04:05,560
She is much more cultured
than his own mother.

65
00:04:05,660 --> 00:04:06,800
Oh yes, yes, really.

66
00:04:06,840 --> 00:04:08,590
No, no, I assure you.

67
00:04:08,757 --> 00:04:09,757
-Dostoyevsky, Tolstoy.

68
00:04:09,965 --> 00:04:13,382
We'll have to talk about it, Vanessa.

69
00:04:13,549 --> 00:04:16,880
I believe we have
lots of things in common.

70
00:04:17,000 --> 00:04:18,208
-Gab the Rafale?

71
00:04:18,375 --> 00:04:20,875
-That was my nickname
to military service.

72
00:04:21,041 --> 00:04:22,125
-Ah good ?

73
00:04:23,166 --> 00:04:25,333
I could never have imagined that.

74
00:04:25,500 --> 00:04:27,250
-I was the best
with a machine gun.

75
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And as my adjutant said:
"Matzneff, 200 m away,

76
00:04:29,760 --> 00:04:33,000
"he would put a bullet
in the ass of a fly."

77
00:04:35,160 --> 00:04:37,410
-A little idea for Goncourt?

78
00:04:37,577 --> 00:04:39,785
-It's the same jury
than last year.

79
00:04:39,993 --> 00:04:41,743
I was a little disappointed.
- “Disappointed”?

80
00:04:41,910 --> 00:04:44,618
-I don't like it at all, Duras.

81
00:04:44,827 --> 00:04:46,035
-The <i>Lover</i> was...

82
00:04:46,202 --> 00:04:48,577
-Yes, it sells.
It's great.

83
00:04:54,240 --> 00:04:56,600
-I read <i>The Barbarian Wedding</i>

84
00:04:56,600 --> 00:04:59,720
of Queffélec. Listen...
it's quite surprising.

85
00:04:59,720 --> 00:05:00,840
And you ?

86
00:05:00,880 --> 00:05:02,800
-I loved Besson.

87
00:05:02,880 --> 00:05:04,360
-All right. <i>Dara</i>?

88
00:05:04,360 --> 00:05:06,680
<i>-Dara.</i> This is exceptional.

89
00:05:06,760 --> 00:05:08,360
-Where exactly do you live?

90
00:05:22,160 --> 00:05:24,201
-It's a very good choice,

91
00:05:24,410 --> 00:05:27,618
but this book is not
for a girl your age.

92
00:05:36,280 --> 00:05:38,447
Do you want to read this writer?

93
00:05:40,905 --> 00:05:41,905
-Yes.

94
00:05:46,697 --> 00:05:49,114
-Then this one will suit you better.

95
00:05:56,880 --> 00:05:57,964
-Vanessa?

96
00:05:58,505 --> 00:06:00,422
Here's the mail.

97
00:06:04,839 --> 00:06:06,339
-"Dear Vanessa,

98
00:06:06,505 --> 00:06:07,839
"it's from a dipped feather

99
00:06:08,047 --> 00:06:11,040
"in the blood of my heart
that I dare to write to you today.

100
00:06:11,880 --> 00:06:12,520
"But this feather

101
00:06:12,520 --> 00:06:15,320
"is powerless
to tell you the delicious trouble

102
00:06:15,320 --> 00:06:16,840
"that you gave birth to in me.

103
00:06:18,720 --> 00:06:21,511
"I tried in vain to fight
against the spell

104
00:06:21,678 --> 00:06:24,720
"with your beautiful eyes resting on me,
this November evening.

105
00:06:25,386 --> 00:06:26,928
“You haunt me.

106
00:06:28,280 --> 00:06:30,071
“You are not like the others.

107
00:06:30,238 --> 00:06:33,196
“Dear Vanessa,
what enchantress are you?

108
00:06:33,405 --> 00:06:35,530
"I would like to be the confidant

109
00:06:35,696 --> 00:06:37,988
"from your heart
and the keeper of your secrets.

110
00:06:37,996 --> 00:06:41,080
"Mix your fingers with mine
would be enough for my heart...

111
00:06:41,446 --> 00:06:43,780
“I didn’t know I was so vulnerable.

112
00:06:43,946 --> 00:06:46,080
“My sweet princess, I’m worried.

113
00:06:46,080 --> 00:06:48,497
"Maybe I'm wrong,
but I cannot reason with myself.

114
00:06:48,705 --> 00:06:50,330
"Dear Vanessa, your absence

115
00:06:50,539 --> 00:06:51,580
“tortures me.

116
00:06:51,680 --> 00:06:54,347
"Not hearing from you
is unbearable to me.

117
00:06:54,555 --> 00:06:56,472
“You are not like the others.

118
00:06:56,680 --> 00:06:59,320
“I noticed it from the first moment.
Dear Vanessa...

119
00:06:59,320 --> 00:07:01,480
"You deserve it...

120
00:07:01,680 --> 00:07:03,360
"I will be the man

121
00:07:03,360 --> 00:07:04,818
"happiest to read

122
00:07:05,026 --> 00:07:07,443
"in return to mine your precious words.

123
00:07:07,610 --> 00:07:08,776
"My sweet princess,

124
00:07:08,985 --> 00:07:11,440
"don't answer me
that when you judge me worthy,

125
00:07:11,440 --> 00:07:13,273
"When you're ready.

126
00:07:13,440 --> 00:07:16,940
“I dream of you, day and night.”

127
00:07:18,440 --> 00:07:20,565
-So, composition of the subject.

128
00:07:20,732 --> 00:07:21,732
-Who is it?

129
00:07:21,815 --> 00:07:25,940
Is he your father?
- Subject of the verb in the ablative,

130
00:07:26,565 --> 00:07:29,065
participle of the verb in the ablative.

131
00:07:32,520 --> 00:07:33,520
So...

132
00:07:35,895 --> 00:07:38,020
I listen to you,
the subject of the verb in the ablative,

133
00:07:38,229 --> 00:07:39,562
what is it?

134
00:07:40,187 --> 00:07:42,062
Springora, are you with us?

135
00:07:43,020 --> 00:07:44,020
You can't imagine

136
00:07:44,104 --> 00:07:48,104
that your excellent grades
exempt from following along with the others.

137
00:07:48,312 --> 00:07:50,904
“Beware of hubris
who loses the heroes."

138
00:07:51,480 --> 00:07:52,720
For next time,

139
00:07:52,720 --> 00:07:54,345
you will search for the meaning of this word:

140
00:07:54,511 --> 00:07:58,553
hubris. H.U.B.R.I.S,
and you will explain it

141
00:07:58,761 --> 00:08:00,428
to your comrades.

142
00:08:01,636 --> 00:08:02,803
So, this participle...

143
00:08:07,920 --> 00:08:08,920
-Madam?

144
00:08:10,920 --> 00:08:12,337
-Volunteer to recite?

145
00:08:21,045 --> 00:08:22,045
-Uh...

146
00:08:23,212 --> 00:08:25,378
Hubris, madam, among the Greeks,

147
00:08:25,545 --> 00:08:27,145
it’s excessive pride.

148
00:08:27,760 --> 00:08:29,560
It's a mistake
which causes the destruction of men,

149
00:08:29,719 --> 00:08:31,552
heroes you were talking about.

150
00:08:32,344 --> 00:08:33,510
Oedipus, for example.

151
00:08:33,719 --> 00:08:34,802
It is because

152
00:08:35,010 --> 00:08:37,927
of his excessive pride
that he met a tragic fate.

153
00:08:40,920 --> 00:08:43,087
Do I have to
search again, madam,

154
00:08:43,253 --> 00:08:44,753
or is this enough for you?

155
00:09:16,580 --> 00:09:18,247
-AND THEN THE YEAR AFTER

156
00:09:18,414 --> 00:09:19,914
I WILL START AGAIN

157
00:09:20,080 --> 00:09:22,122
I WILL PROSTITUTE MYSELF

158
00:09:23,340 --> 00:09:25,840
FOR POSTERITY

159
00:09:26,049 --> 00:09:28,965
SCHOOL NEWS

160
00:09:29,174 --> 00:09:30,507
WILL SAY I'M A FAGOT

161
00:09:30,674 --> 00:09:31,957
MAKE MY EYES STINK OF ALCOHOL

162
00:09:32,165 --> 00:09:33,582
I'D BE GOOD TO STOP...

163
00:09:34,090 --> 00:09:39,480
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

164
00:09:40,080 --> 00:09:45,955
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

165
00:09:46,663 --> 00:09:53,788
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
VANESSA

166
00:09:54,871 --> 00:10:00,663
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

167
00:10:04,600 --> 00:10:06,517
-It's not much.
Let's say

168
00:10:06,725 --> 00:10:08,100
encouragement from me.

169
00:10:13,820 --> 00:10:14,612
-THANKS.

170
00:10:14,820 --> 00:10:17,612
It really touches me.
Really a lot.

171
00:10:21,400 --> 00:10:22,150
-Champagne!

172
00:10:24,816 --> 00:10:28,358
-Write, well,
it may seem stupid,

173
00:10:28,566 --> 00:10:31,441
but first it starts
by sitting at a table...

174
00:10:31,608 --> 00:10:33,233
-And write every day.

175
00:10:33,441 --> 00:10:34,441
-So.

176
00:10:36,525 --> 00:10:37,691
-Listen...

177
00:10:39,160 --> 00:10:42,035
I can't tell you anything
again, but...

178
00:10:42,743 --> 00:10:44,793
But I...
- Let me see, my darling.

179
00:10:51,180 --> 00:10:52,513
It's magnificent.

180
00:10:53,305 --> 00:10:54,680
Thank you, Jean-Didier.

181
00:10:54,846 --> 00:10:55,971
-You are welcome.

182
00:10:57,388 --> 00:10:59,160
-Vanessa has so many facilities.

183
00:11:00,540 --> 00:11:03,706
I tell her to be demanding
with herself.

184
00:11:04,706 --> 00:11:06,623
Follow Jean-Didier’s advice.

185
00:11:06,790 --> 00:11:09,360
A literary critic like him
knows what he's talking about.

186
00:11:09,620 --> 00:11:12,245
I'm so proud of you, my darling,

187
00:11:12,453 --> 00:11:14,320
and this is just the beginning.

188
00:11:16,240 --> 00:11:17,365
THANKS.

189
00:11:18,573 --> 00:11:20,281
-We write when we are well.

190
00:11:28,880 --> 00:11:32,088
-That's why I want
that you always look higher,

191
00:11:32,255 --> 00:11:33,963
higher than you.

192
00:11:34,880 --> 00:11:36,380
Never below.

193
00:11:37,130 --> 00:11:39,088
Do you understand?

194
00:12:40,800 --> 00:12:42,258
-You don't want to stay for dinner?

195
00:12:42,425 --> 00:12:43,967
-I can't, you know well.

196
00:12:44,175 --> 00:12:46,342
-When are you going to talk to him?

197
00:12:55,740 --> 00:12:57,490
-See you next week.

198
00:12:57,657 --> 00:12:58,782
All right ?

199
00:13:01,657 --> 00:13:03,115
Kiss your daughter.

200
00:13:14,200 --> 00:13:16,950
-Are there no secrets between you and me?

201
00:13:17,992 --> 00:13:20,075
It's our pact.

202
00:13:21,908 --> 00:13:24,283
There is us and the rest of the world.

203
00:13:30,520 --> 00:13:33,080
Men always end
by behaving like bastards.

204
00:13:36,820 --> 00:13:38,653
Your father already...

205
00:13:39,862 --> 00:13:42,403
-You should go get some rest.

206
00:13:44,278 --> 00:13:45,987
I'll take care of dinner.

207
00:14:28,980 --> 00:14:30,938
-I am happy to see you,
Vanessa.

208
00:14:31,605 --> 00:14:32,980
So happy.

209
00:14:52,940 --> 00:14:54,898
You don't have to be afraid.

210
00:15:37,780 --> 00:15:39,196
You are welcome.

211
00:16:01,540 --> 00:16:02,540
This is where I write.

212
00:16:18,040 --> 00:16:19,040
No.

213
00:16:22,832 --> 00:16:24,580
-I read books for adults,
you know.

214
00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:29,850
-These books,
we will read them together,

215
00:16:30,017 --> 00:16:32,684
when we know each other better.

216
00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:35,000
Sit down.

217
00:16:36,375 --> 00:16:37,500
Can I speak to you informally?

218
00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:14,826
-I don't know

219
00:17:15,035 --> 00:17:16,485
if I should be here.

220
00:17:19,020 --> 00:17:21,686
Maybe... it would be better

221
00:17:21,895 --> 00:17:22,936
that I leave?

222
00:17:23,103 --> 00:17:24,728
-No. Vanessa,

223
00:17:25,686 --> 00:17:28,520
but you have nothing to fear from me.

224
00:17:30,020 --> 00:17:31,686
I swear it to you before the Blessed Virgin.

225
00:17:37,780 --> 00:17:39,405
-The Holy Virgin?

226
00:17:40,780 --> 00:17:41,780
-Look there.

227
00:17:43,405 --> 00:17:44,447
She protects us.

228
00:19:34,060 --> 00:19:35,920
Let's not go too fast.

229
00:20:49,400 --> 00:20:51,692
-I was with Gabriel, mom.

230
00:20:51,858 --> 00:20:53,275
-I don't know.

231
00:20:54,067 --> 00:20:56,358
Is he in your class?

232
00:20:56,525 --> 00:20:57,817
-But no.

233
00:21:02,192 --> 00:21:04,575
Look, he wrote me a poem.

234
00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:09,155
He loves me, he writes it to me.

235
00:21:11,947 --> 00:21:13,113
It's true, look.

236
00:21:15,363 --> 00:21:16,572
Look at.

237
00:21:35,040 --> 00:21:37,415
-What did you do?

238
00:21:38,998 --> 00:21:40,498
-Mom ?

239
00:21:40,706 --> 00:21:43,248
-You don't know him.
He is vicious, debauched.

240
00:21:43,415 --> 00:21:44,665
-Oh no!

241
00:21:45,280 --> 00:21:47,822
No, you are wrong, I assure you.

242
00:21:47,989 --> 00:21:51,530
He's not like that.
He respects me, mom.

243
00:21:52,405 --> 00:21:53,447
He loves me.

244
00:21:53,614 --> 00:21:55,989
-No, he doesn't love you.
He desires your youth.

245
00:21:57,989 --> 00:21:58,989
Oh !

246
00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:07,072
He's a pedophile.

247
00:22:07,655 --> 00:22:09,447
Don't you know?

248
00:22:11,155 --> 00:22:13,363
But anyway, everyone knows it.

249
00:22:15,447 --> 00:22:17,905
-You knew it
when you took him home?

250
00:22:18,113 --> 00:22:20,113
-If you see him again,
I'm sending you to boarding school.

251
00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:22,440
-You don't have the right.

252
00:22:23,315 --> 00:22:24,523
I love him.

253
00:22:24,732 --> 00:22:27,398
-I am your mother.
I have all the rights.

254
00:22:27,565 --> 00:22:30,898
Do you hear me?
You are my responsibility.

255
00:22:31,107 --> 00:22:32,315
-Your responsibility?

256
00:22:32,815 --> 00:22:35,920
Your daughter in the back of a car
with a pedophile? Is that it?

257
00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:38,917
It's nonsense,
what you say,

258
00:22:39,084 --> 00:22:40,792
I'm not a kid anymore.

259
00:22:44,875 --> 00:22:46,375
You're jealous,

260
00:22:47,042 --> 00:22:48,459
in fact.

261
00:22:50,917 --> 00:22:52,667
You're jealous.

262
00:22:53,167 --> 00:22:54,250
Is that it?

263
00:22:54,640 --> 00:22:58,515
If you stop me from experiencing this love,
I will stop college.

264
00:22:59,015 --> 00:23:01,723
I don't care!
I'm going to live in a squat!

265
00:23:01,890 --> 00:23:05,015
In my chest, there is a girl
who hanged herself in her bedroom.

266
00:23:05,182 --> 00:23:07,360
I can do it if you separate me
from him! You hear me!

267
00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:19,660
-We are not doing anything wrong.

268
00:23:20,760 --> 00:23:24,135
What happens between us,
It’s beautiful, it’s very rare.

269
00:23:24,552 --> 00:23:26,844
Why a 14 year old girl
wouldn't she have the right to love whoever she wants?

270
00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:31,092
-Maybe when you
know better, will you be disappointed?

271
00:23:33,375 --> 00:23:35,542
-I know perfectly who you are.

272
00:23:35,750 --> 00:23:38,042
You and me,
we are the same.

273
00:23:38,208 --> 00:23:41,917
Your mother, she is afraid
of what she doesn't know.

274
00:23:42,125 --> 00:23:44,550
We will prove to them
that true love exists.

275
00:23:46,292 --> 00:23:48,000
-I have only read about true love in books.

276
00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:22,697
-Reassure me, you're not afraid?

277
00:24:26,322 --> 00:24:27,322
-No.

278
00:24:29,240 --> 00:24:30,782
And then I've already done things,

279
00:24:31,574 --> 00:24:32,865
with Julien.

280
00:24:33,699 --> 00:24:36,115
-Julian? Who is Julien?

281
00:24:36,282 --> 00:24:37,890
Is he a boy your age?

282
00:24:38,280 --> 00:24:40,738
-It's when I was little.

283
00:24:41,446 --> 00:24:43,655
-Well tell me. Tell me about it.

284
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:50,603
-We didn't make love.

285
00:24:51,895 --> 00:24:53,937
We just caressed each other,

286
00:24:54,728 --> 00:24:55,895
on vacation.

287
00:24:57,020 --> 00:24:58,020
It was to play.

288
00:24:59,145 --> 00:25:01,478
- Caressed?
But were you completely naked?

289
00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:04,357
-Sometimes, almost.

290
00:25:05,315 --> 00:25:07,523
-But are you going to see him again, this Julien?

291
00:25:07,690 --> 00:25:08,957
Where does he live?

292
00:25:09,920 --> 00:25:12,545
There is something
between you, always?

293
00:25:14,503 --> 00:25:15,503
-No.

294
00:25:16,836 --> 00:25:18,378
No.
- No ?

295
00:25:18,545 --> 00:25:21,170
-He no longer interests me.
I swear to you.

296
00:25:21,336 --> 00:25:22,378
-Are you sure?

297
00:25:27,640 --> 00:25:30,640
I see clearly, in your eyes,
you don't tell me everything.

298
00:25:32,515 --> 00:25:34,307
Tell me the truth.

299
00:25:35,765 --> 00:25:37,432
Do you still like him?

300
00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:40,480
-No.

301
00:25:42,563 --> 00:25:43,730
No. And...

302
00:25:44,355 --> 00:25:45,855
He has a girlfriend now.

303
00:25:46,022 --> 00:25:48,438
It won't happen again,
I promise you.

304
00:25:49,188 --> 00:25:51,730
- Will you promise me, Vanessa?
- Yes.

305
00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:55,892
-Will you promise me?

306
00:25:56,558 --> 00:25:57,808
-Yes.

307
00:25:59,058 --> 00:26:00,433
Yes, and then...

308
00:26:02,080 --> 00:26:05,414
He's a kid, you know,
It has nothing to do with you.

309
00:26:06,622 --> 00:26:08,747
-But you're still a virgin?

310
00:26:10,539 --> 00:26:11,539
-Me, yes.

311
00:26:12,164 --> 00:26:14,039
Yes, obviously.

312
00:26:16,960 --> 00:26:20,251
My first time, I wanted
live it with someone I love,

313
00:26:20,418 --> 00:26:21,543
and who loves me too.

314
00:26:23,543 --> 00:26:25,001
-Excuse me.

315
00:26:25,501 --> 00:26:26,876
Excuse me.

316
00:26:27,043 --> 00:26:29,876
You know, I love you so much,
that's why,

317
00:26:30,043 --> 00:26:33,001
I can't stand,
I will never stand

318
00:26:33,210 --> 00:26:35,868
that another can ask
his hands on you.

319
00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:39,535
That drives me crazy.
Do you understand? And then...

320
00:26:41,077 --> 00:26:44,577
it could have been terrible
for you, traumatic.

321
00:26:45,035 --> 00:26:49,160
Your first time with a boy
brutal, inexperienced.

322
00:26:51,910 --> 00:26:54,952
It's a chance for you
let me be the first.

323
00:27:01,400 --> 00:27:02,484
You know...

324
00:27:04,150 --> 00:27:06,692
maybe I'm not perfect...

325
00:27:09,900 --> 00:27:12,234
but I have mastered the art of love.

326
00:27:15,692 --> 00:27:18,959
I will be
for you the best teacher.

327
00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:23,377
Tender...

328
00:27:24,835 --> 00:27:26,127
persevering...

329
00:27:28,919 --> 00:27:30,627
and imaginative.

330
00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:13,635
-Sorry, sorry.

331
00:28:13,802 --> 00:28:15,635
-Don't worry.

332
00:28:16,718 --> 00:28:18,760
I'll take the time.

333
00:28:19,635 --> 00:28:21,468
Because it's you.

334
00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:23,996
Because you are unique.

335
00:28:30,080 --> 00:28:32,705
Are you trembling, my darling child?

336
00:28:35,288 --> 00:28:36,796
Do you want me to stop?

337
00:28:39,040 --> 00:28:41,207
I won't force you to do anything.

338
00:28:42,290 --> 00:28:44,207
Huh, you know that?

339
00:29:03,132 --> 00:29:06,773
-It hurts, it hurts, sorry,
I'm sorry.

340
00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:08,828
I'm sorry, sorry.

341
00:29:08,995 --> 00:29:11,037
Don't blame me.
- It doesn't matter.

342
00:29:15,328 --> 00:29:17,037
We can do otherwise,
you know.

343
00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:15,357
Like a little boy.

344
00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:32,402
-Jean-Didier called. We could
have dinner together, the three of you?

345
00:30:33,693 --> 00:30:36,318
You love talking literature with him.

346
00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:44,982
-You hurt.

347
00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:20,200
-I'm not asking you if you know
<i>Alice in Wonderland.</i>

348
00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:23,898
-Well yes, of course, I know.

349
00:31:24,190 --> 00:31:25,648
For what ?

350
00:31:26,690 --> 00:31:28,398
-This masterpiece
would never have existed

351
00:31:28,565 --> 00:31:32,398
if its author was not
really fell madly in love

352
00:31:32,565 --> 00:31:36,440
of a little girl named Alice.

353
00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:42,756
No, but today we are pushing
screams of horror for everything.

354
00:31:58,400 --> 00:31:59,733
I would have been so proud

355
00:31:59,900 --> 00:32:02,733
that you accompany me to this signing.

356
00:32:03,025 --> 00:32:05,066
Let someone see me with my beautiful schoolgirl.

357
00:32:10,275 --> 00:32:11,416
What are you looking at?

358
00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:14,092
-You.

359
00:32:41,925 --> 00:32:45,108
-I hadn't been so inspired
for so long.

360
00:32:45,680 --> 00:32:49,347
I wrote about you, I didn't stop,

361
00:32:49,513 --> 00:32:52,972
pages and pages in my diary,

362
00:32:53,138 --> 00:32:57,138
pages in your image, sublime.

363
00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:06,882
You have not forgotten what
Did I explain it to you last time?

364
00:33:07,049 --> 00:33:09,840
In love, nothing is dirty.

365
00:33:10,632 --> 00:33:13,257
There are no dirty or forbidden gestures.

366
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:16,555
And when things could
appear embarrassing to you,

367
00:33:16,722 --> 00:33:19,430
tell yourself well
that everyone does them

368
00:33:20,430 --> 00:33:22,180
and that's normal.

369
00:33:23,560 --> 00:33:25,310
It's just love.

370
00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:39,145
-Why did you do that?
This is my diary.

371
00:33:39,311 --> 00:33:40,311
You disgust me.

372
00:33:40,353 --> 00:33:41,978
You hear, you disgust me.

373
00:33:42,186 --> 00:33:43,228
-I'm afraid for you.

374
00:33:43,436 --> 00:33:46,020
-It's my life, it's none of your business.

375
00:33:46,728 --> 00:33:48,520
-Now,
I'll have to tell him.

376
00:33:48,728 --> 00:33:50,870
Your father will agree with me.

377
00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:53,681
-Me, I don't care
of him now,

378
00:33:54,223 --> 00:33:55,723
I don't want to see him anymore.

379
00:33:55,931 --> 00:33:56,931
I no longer have a father,

380
00:33:57,056 --> 00:33:59,548
I could lose my mother.
It doesn't scare me.

381
00:34:00,598 --> 00:34:01,773
-Vanessa, stop.

382
00:34:02,140 --> 00:34:04,298
Drop that bag, you're not going anywhere!

383
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:05,892
Do you hear me? Stop!

384
00:34:11,392 --> 00:34:13,025
I'm going to go see the cops.

385
00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:19,717
I won't leave you
waste your life with this guy.

386
00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:21,862
He's 50, you're 14!

387
00:34:22,362 --> 00:34:24,862
He's using you!
- That's not true.

388
00:34:25,737 --> 00:34:28,570
Artists have lived passions
with girls my age.

389
00:34:28,779 --> 00:34:30,529
And they were their muses.

390
00:34:31,154 --> 00:34:32,445
I speak to you of great love.

391
00:34:32,654 --> 00:34:35,337
You don't know anything about it.
What have you done in your life?

392
00:34:35,720 --> 00:34:37,595
And you're alone now.

393
00:34:39,012 --> 00:34:41,345
And you hurt me.

394
00:34:43,845 --> 00:34:45,512
Why are you crying?

395
00:34:46,762 --> 00:34:48,804
Plus, you stink of alcohol.

396
00:34:49,012 --> 00:34:51,762
-It's okay, go ahead.

397
00:34:54,054 --> 00:34:56,120
Do what you want, I don't care.

398
00:34:58,560 --> 00:35:01,685
You won't have to complain afterwards, will you?

399
00:35:02,976 --> 00:35:05,143
Go ahead, go!

400
00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:13,375
-You don't know her.

401
00:35:15,733 --> 00:35:17,067
Nothing was easy for her.

402
00:35:17,275 --> 00:35:20,483
-I don't want to sow
discord between you.

403
00:35:20,942 --> 00:35:24,100
I'm afraid you prefer
choose your mother over me.

404
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:27,540
It's unfair.

405
00:35:29,957 --> 00:35:32,249
I would like my life
either a blank page,

406
00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:36,032
but the past cannot be erased.
Before you,

407
00:35:36,540 --> 00:35:38,265
I lived like a Libertine,

408
00:35:39,720 --> 00:35:41,095
But it's over.

409
00:35:41,845 --> 00:35:44,762
There is only room for you.

410
00:35:47,804 --> 00:35:49,762
You are my redemption, Vanessa.

411
00:35:50,304 --> 00:35:53,179
But if you don't believe in me...

412
00:35:53,512 --> 00:35:56,970
Before you, I loved
another daughter, Francesca.

413
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,250
She made me suffer terribly.

414
00:36:02,375 --> 00:36:05,500
She was jealous, hysterical,
possessive, crazy.

415
00:36:05,708 --> 00:36:06,917
Crazy.

416
00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:11,208
She could have destroyed me.

417
00:36:12,166 --> 00:36:14,833
You are the “ultimate child” I was hoping for.

418
00:36:17,416 --> 00:36:19,900
And if necessary,
I will fight to marry you.

419
00:36:23,200 --> 00:36:25,200
You are my last love.

420
00:36:42,920 --> 00:36:46,487
Culture without conscience
is only ruin of the soul, isn't it?

421
00:38:05,440 --> 00:38:09,440
-As I never had children,
I have no experience?

422
00:38:10,607 --> 00:38:13,232
-No, I didn't say anything like that.

423
00:38:14,274 --> 00:38:18,482
We were all children,
facing our parents first.

424
00:38:18,649 --> 00:38:20,065
It's already an experience.

425
00:38:20,232 --> 00:38:22,815
-Mine separated
when I was 6 months old.

426
00:38:23,024 --> 00:38:25,899
I've never seen them together
in the same room.

427
00:38:26,899 --> 00:38:28,232
The nurses educated me.

428
00:38:28,440 --> 00:38:30,057
They gave me the basic rules:

429
00:38:31,200 --> 00:38:32,508
no elbows on the table.

430
00:38:34,116 --> 00:38:36,075
We don't walk on lawns.

431
00:38:36,283 --> 00:38:39,825
We don't cry,
especially when you're a boy.

432
00:38:40,033 --> 00:38:43,225
And what does that give?
as an adult?

433
00:38:43,680 --> 00:38:46,555
White lies.
Certainly

434
00:38:46,763 --> 00:38:48,972
courteous and friendly in society,

435
00:38:49,180 --> 00:38:52,138
but... at what price?

436
00:38:57,760 --> 00:38:58,760
No, but I think

437
00:38:58,802 --> 00:39:00,410
that must be left
children grow up,

438
00:39:00,720 --> 00:39:03,637
as they want, as they please.

439
00:39:08,845 --> 00:39:12,053
We must let them be wrong,
get hurt...

440
00:39:12,720 --> 00:39:16,887
We have to let them learn.
Being yourself is exactly that.

441
00:39:16,940 --> 00:39:19,357
We cannot say
that our generations,

442
00:39:19,423 --> 00:39:21,798
we don't have
exactly the same age...

443
00:39:23,007 --> 00:39:26,465
that we were educated
according to these principles.

444
00:39:26,632 --> 00:39:28,548
-Well, let me tell you...

445
00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:31,840
You're not listening, Vanessa.

446
00:39:33,550 --> 00:39:36,992
That you knew
respect your daughter's nature,

447
00:39:37,960 --> 00:39:39,919
and I congratulate you.

448
00:39:43,544 --> 00:39:44,252
She is really

449
00:39:44,460 --> 00:39:46,794
different from the others, she is...

450
00:39:47,002 --> 00:39:49,377
more mature, more authentic...

451
00:39:50,877 --> 00:39:52,294
unique.

452
00:39:58,040 --> 00:39:59,248
-I can sleep

453
00:39:59,456 --> 00:40:00,956
at Gabriel's this evening?

454
00:40:01,123 --> 00:40:02,873
-No, no, I...

455
00:40:05,998 --> 00:40:08,706
You can't find
that she is a little tired?

456
00:40:12,806 --> 00:40:14,681
-Mom, please.

457
00:40:17,848 --> 00:40:18,715
-No.

458
00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:20,687
Your mother is right.

459
00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:23,187
My darling child,

460
00:40:23,895 --> 00:40:25,653
we will see each other tomorrow.

461
00:40:30,880 --> 00:40:33,880
Be careful not to
drown yourself in chocolate,

462
00:40:34,188 --> 00:40:36,271
It’s fertilizer for acne.

463
00:40:37,640 --> 00:40:38,640
-Your mom works

464
00:40:38,765 --> 00:40:40,307
in publishing, right?

465
00:40:40,515 --> 00:40:41,265
-Yes...

466
00:40:41,432 --> 00:40:43,724
-She and her mother are close.

467
00:40:43,932 --> 00:40:45,932
-Your mother doesn't mind

468
00:40:46,140 --> 00:40:49,099
that you cherish the scandalous,

469
00:40:49,265 --> 00:40:51,140
the sulphurous, the intrepid

470
00:40:51,349 --> 00:40:52,749
rider that we know?

471
00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:57,170
The age difference
don't worry him more?

472
00:40:58,503 --> 00:41:00,337
-Love has no age.

473
00:41:00,545 --> 00:41:04,128
-Totally agree.
You are brilliant for thinking like that.

474
00:41:05,503 --> 00:41:07,212
-Not only,
I think so, but...

475
00:41:08,337 --> 00:41:12,712
I'm ready to shout it loud and clear.
- She's a good student.

476
00:41:12,920 --> 00:41:14,178
-She had a good teacher.

477
00:41:14,480 --> 00:41:17,313
- It is applied.
- And very determined.

478
00:41:17,730 --> 00:41:19,771
-I am no longer a child.

479
00:41:19,980 --> 00:41:22,980
-You are absolutely adorable.

480
00:41:28,480 --> 00:41:29,980
Have you heard from Francesca?

481
00:41:30,147 --> 00:41:31,939
-Oh no, very little.

482
00:41:32,105 --> 00:41:33,897
-How is Marie-Agnès?

483
00:41:34,064 --> 00:41:37,772
-Alright. She is always
so fresh, sparkling.

484
00:41:38,397 --> 00:41:40,772
And although I broke his heart,

485
00:41:40,939 --> 00:41:43,997
she is not yet
too hardened by life.

486
00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:45,491
I saw Diane again

487
00:41:45,700 --> 00:41:48,700
who asked me to participate
at his conference

488
00:41:48,908 --> 00:41:52,225
at the Sorbonne,
I obviously couldn't refuse.

489
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:55,152
Vanessa is different
of others.

490
00:41:55,360 --> 00:41:56,860
She is intelligence.

491
00:41:57,068 --> 00:42:00,652
She is ahead
on absolutely all levels.

492
00:42:01,318 --> 00:42:02,318
Well, almost.

493
00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:07,167
-It's what ?

494
00:42:08,459 --> 00:42:09,875
-A love letter.

495
00:42:10,834 --> 00:42:12,542
-Why are you sad, then?

496
00:42:12,750 --> 00:42:14,250
-I am moved.

497
00:42:19,359 --> 00:42:21,484
His words are magnificent.

498
00:42:23,192 --> 00:42:24,432
I had never read a letter

499
00:42:24,525 --> 00:42:26,525
so beautiful.
- Can I see?

500
00:42:26,734 --> 00:42:27,734
-No.

501
00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,440
-"That you are not yet ready
for others

502
00:42:41,492 --> 00:42:43,575
"types of reports that modo puerili,

503
00:42:43,840 --> 00:42:46,423
"It doesn't bother me,
but you have to make an effort

504
00:42:46,590 --> 00:42:48,215
"to be more daring.

505
00:42:48,381 --> 00:42:51,131
"I think I'm very nice
towards you, right?

506
00:42:51,340 --> 00:42:53,673
"You too,
you could be even more

507
00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:56,090
"and take care of me
as I care for you.

508
00:42:56,256 --> 00:42:58,131
"I told you, in love,

509
00:42:58,340 --> 00:43:00,923
“Nothing is dirty.
Maybe I'm unfair,

510
00:43:01,131 --> 00:43:04,106
"or maybe you're too young
for me.

511
00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:06,867
"But dissatisfaction in a man

512
00:43:07,075 --> 00:43:09,367
"is a source of pain,

513
00:43:09,533 --> 00:43:11,533
"and my ultimate child,

514
00:43:11,700 --> 00:43:16,283
"I dare to hope that you want
make me truly happy."

515
00:43:45,160 --> 00:43:46,701
Vanessa?

516
00:43:47,410 --> 00:43:49,910
You are not
with your little classmates?

517
00:43:50,660 --> 00:43:52,651
-I find them
more and more stupid.

518
00:43:55,240 --> 00:43:57,532
I have nothing more to do with them.

519
00:44:00,198 --> 00:44:03,015
And nothing, no one
I'm not interested in anything except you.

520
00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:05,385
If you leave me, I will kill myself.

521
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:09,476
I am your schoolgirl, and your child,

522
00:44:09,851 --> 00:44:10,735
your lover,

523
00:44:11,143 --> 00:44:13,851
your little boy,
I will be everything you want.

524
00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:16,333
Ask me what you want.

525
00:44:16,500 --> 00:44:20,208
What could I do to fill
my favorite teacher?

526
00:44:22,292 --> 00:44:25,450
-That his schoolgirl applies
to show him what he taught him.

527
00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:49,480
-Mom...

528
00:44:50,980 --> 00:44:52,322
Mom, I'm hurt. Mom...

529
00:44:56,800 --> 00:44:59,134
Call Gabriel!

530
00:45:10,720 --> 00:45:12,060
-I will come back to see you tomorrow.

531
00:45:12,154 --> 00:45:13,329
Goodbye, Vanessa.

532
00:45:21,762 --> 00:45:23,854
-Who's the guy who's coming?
to glare at me?

533
00:45:25,720 --> 00:45:29,054
-He's a psychologist,
he's a friend of my mother.

534
00:45:29,262 --> 00:45:30,429
-Mmm.

535
00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:33,043
-It's rheumatism
acute joint.

536
00:45:33,210 --> 00:45:34,627
He thinks I'm somatizing.

537
00:45:35,918 --> 00:45:39,127
I don't know
what she told him.

538
00:45:40,168 --> 00:45:42,377
-Hmm. Yes, I see.

539
00:45:44,720 --> 00:45:46,262
I see, I see.

540
00:45:47,470 --> 00:45:49,345
Well first, I sit down.

541
00:45:49,637 --> 00:45:50,762
A little back.

542
00:45:50,970 --> 00:45:53,178
I work on my gaze.

543
00:45:53,470 --> 00:45:55,387
Intense, the look.

544
00:45:56,360 --> 00:45:57,443
So...

545
00:45:58,485 --> 00:46:00,901
I'm listening to you... eh...

546
00:46:01,485 --> 00:46:05,068
Even though I already have an idea
on my young patient.

547
00:46:05,693 --> 00:46:08,110
Pretty, very pretty.

548
00:46:08,985 --> 00:46:10,443
Very, very

549
00:46:10,651 --> 00:46:11,735
pretty.

550
00:46:13,120 --> 00:46:16,412
I ask him about his dreams,
and I let her speak.

551
00:46:17,829 --> 00:46:21,120
If she could
send me a transfer quickly.

552
00:46:21,287 --> 00:46:23,020
Well, I know, it's not ethical,

553
00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:25,038
but it is for my cause.

554
00:46:25,205 --> 00:46:26,997
Obviously, I don't tell him.

555
00:46:28,205 --> 00:46:30,080
But, I sharpen my weapons.

556
00:46:30,497 --> 00:46:31,580
Quickly, and be careful,

557
00:46:31,788 --> 00:46:35,038
a powerful quote to stun him.

558
00:46:35,497 --> 00:46:38,872
Here it is:
“The dream is the guardian of sleep”

559
00:46:39,080 --> 00:46:40,930
There she is, she can no longer resist.

560
00:46:41,597 --> 00:46:42,638
I'm holding it.

561
00:46:42,705 --> 00:46:44,747
Come on, the final blow.

562
00:46:44,800 --> 00:46:48,175
Would it lack reference points,
father...

563
00:46:48,759 --> 00:46:49,759
landmark...

564
00:46:50,717 --> 00:46:52,217
Won.

565
00:46:54,175 --> 00:46:55,217
My beautiful child,

566
00:46:55,425 --> 00:46:57,884
consult instead
Doctor Gabriel.

567
00:46:58,092 --> 00:47:01,242
He will tell you that your illness
is not psychosomatic.

568
00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:03,045
It's an infection,

569
00:47:03,254 --> 00:47:04,837
or inflammation.

570
00:47:05,045 --> 00:47:06,837
What an idiot, this psychologist.

571
00:47:08,087 --> 00:47:11,462
Already, by nature,
I never tasted too much

572
00:47:11,670 --> 00:47:15,337
to the sermons of old Sigmund,
but this bullshit

573
00:47:15,545 --> 00:47:18,087
confuse me
with these pastries.

574
00:47:18,720 --> 00:47:19,762
Me...

575
00:47:20,929 --> 00:47:22,637
I prefer nuns.

576
00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:24,919
-Are they painful?

577
00:47:27,044 --> 00:47:28,752
-At times, but that's okay.

578
00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:30,960
-Do you have a boyfriend?

579
00:47:31,127 --> 00:47:33,794
-Yes. It's more than that,
we are a couple.

580
00:47:34,210 --> 00:47:35,335
-A couple?

581
00:47:36,680 --> 00:47:38,305
Don't be embarrassed
by my question:

582
00:47:38,513 --> 00:47:40,538
you have already had
sexual intercourse?

583
00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:47,567
-I would like to make love with him,
but I can't do it.

584
00:47:49,650 --> 00:47:51,942
It's someone
who pays close attention to me...

585
00:47:55,920 --> 00:47:57,962
but every time he tries,

586
00:47:58,795 --> 00:48:02,129
it hurts me so much,
and it freaks me out, so...

587
00:48:04,400 --> 00:48:07,109
So I'm afraid he's had enough.

588
00:48:08,525 --> 00:48:09,650
Even though he loves me,

589
00:48:10,275 --> 00:48:13,200
I'm afraid he's had enough
that I do not give myself to him,

590
00:48:13,200 --> 00:48:17,359
that he finds me childish
and he leaves me.

591
00:48:18,280 --> 00:48:20,238
It's not fair.

592
00:48:21,321 --> 00:48:23,030
I would like...

593
00:48:23,196 --> 00:48:27,030
I would like so much
that he sees me as a woman,

594
00:48:27,196 --> 00:48:28,788
and not like a kid.

595
00:48:30,320 --> 00:48:33,029
-There must be an explanation.

596
00:48:33,987 --> 00:48:37,445
I'll just ask you
to put your feet here.

597
00:48:42,320 --> 00:48:43,612
Alright.

598
00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:55,975
Ah, you are indeed
the virgin incarnate.

599
00:48:56,766 --> 00:48:59,308
I had never seen
such an intact hymen,

600
00:48:59,475 --> 00:49:01,975
it's a real chastity belt.

601
00:49:04,516 --> 00:49:06,058
Don't worry like that.

602
00:49:06,266 --> 00:49:08,558
I can help you
if you wish?

603
00:49:08,725 --> 00:49:11,391
A small intervention
surgical,

604
00:49:11,558 --> 00:49:14,600
under local anesthesia,
and everything will be fine,

605
00:49:14,808 --> 00:49:16,766
without any difficulty,
without any pain.

606
00:49:43,360 --> 00:49:45,068
-I love you.

607
00:49:58,600 --> 00:49:59,600
-It's a big day.

608
00:50:00,683 --> 00:50:02,308
A sacred day for you and for me.

609
00:50:05,200 --> 00:50:06,700
The pages I will write

610
00:50:06,908 --> 00:50:08,567
will be the most beautiful of my life.

611
00:50:08,675 --> 00:50:11,192
Get back into bed, my darling child.

612
00:50:20,320 --> 00:50:22,986
-I never dared to tell you, but...

613
00:50:25,820 --> 00:50:27,820
I too write.

614
00:50:29,070 --> 00:50:30,320
Really.

615
00:50:32,520 --> 00:50:35,895
It is to you that I will devote
my first book.

616
00:50:36,853 --> 00:50:37,978
He will only talk about you.

617
00:50:42,103 --> 00:50:45,228
-I don't want to forget anything
from that moment when I initiated you.

618
00:50:45,437 --> 00:50:48,062
One thing I don't write,

619
00:50:48,228 --> 00:50:51,445
and I very quickly have the feeling
for never having experienced it.

620
00:50:52,120 --> 00:50:53,828
I will be your memory.

621
00:50:53,995 --> 00:50:55,787
And you, my child,

622
00:50:55,953 --> 00:50:58,995
you will discover yourself there
like in a mirror.

623
00:51:00,412 --> 00:51:04,578
-THE BEAUTIFUL WILL HAVE
MADNESS IN HEAD

624
00:51:04,745 --> 00:51:06,462
AND THE LOVERS

625
00:51:06,600 --> 00:51:09,142
FROM THE SUN TO THE HEART

626
00:51:09,308 --> 00:51:12,933
BUT IT’S VERY SHORT
CHERRY TIME

627
00:51:13,142 --> 00:51:16,600
WHERE WE'RE GOING
TWO PICKS

628
00:51:16,808 --> 00:51:17,808
DREAMING

629
00:51:17,850 --> 00:51:21,850
EARRINGS

630
00:51:23,000 --> 00:51:27,250
CHERRIES OF LOVE
WITH THE SAME ROSES

631
00:51:27,417 --> 00:51:28,584
FALLING

632
00:51:28,792 --> 00:51:31,984
UNDER THE LEAF
IN DROPS OF BLOOD

633
00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:33,914
BUT IT’S VERY SHORT

634
00:51:34,122 --> 00:51:35,455
CHERRY TIME

635
00:51:35,664 --> 00:51:39,122
CORAL PENDANTS

636
00:51:51,705 --> 00:51:52,864
-I saw your old guy

637
00:51:52,930 --> 00:51:55,005
kissing
another girl on the bus.

638
00:51:57,600 --> 00:52:00,475
My father told me
that he was a bastard pedophile.

639
00:52:07,400 --> 00:52:09,150
-That's exactly what I'm saying.

640
00:52:11,109 --> 00:52:14,567
My writings are and will remain
my worst enemies.

641
00:52:15,150 --> 00:52:18,109
We use a few,
certainly without having read them,

642
00:52:18,275 --> 00:52:20,492
to say anything about me.

643
00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:24,126
And your little brat friend,

644
00:52:24,835 --> 00:52:27,085
be very sure
that he only repeats

645
00:52:27,251 --> 00:52:29,880
what his stupid parents
told him.

646
00:52:30,400 --> 00:52:32,984
-Why don't you want
that I read your books?

647
00:52:33,150 --> 00:52:35,317
What are you hiding from me?

648
00:52:35,525 --> 00:52:38,659
-I'm just afraid
that some pages may shock you.

649
00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:41,760
And then these writings
no longer correspond to the man

650
00:52:41,960 --> 00:52:43,720
that I have become thanks to you.

651
00:52:45,200 --> 00:52:47,659
-When I'm older,
will you still love me?

652
00:52:51,242 --> 00:52:53,075
-Thanks to me,

653
00:52:54,034 --> 00:52:55,742
you will be forever young.

654
00:52:58,600 --> 00:53:01,642
I made a big decision,
Vanessa.

655
00:53:01,808 --> 00:53:04,683
I'm going to write a novel
inspired by our meeting.

656
00:53:04,892 --> 00:53:07,475
This will be the witness
of our solar love

657
00:53:07,683 --> 00:53:10,558
and my reformed existence
for beautiful eyes

658
00:53:10,767 --> 00:53:12,308
of a 14 year old girl.

659
00:53:12,475 --> 00:53:13,725
She will be called "Allegra",

660
00:53:13,933 --> 00:53:15,850
he will be called “Nil”.

661
00:53:16,350 --> 00:53:17,350
I don't have the rest.

662
00:53:17,640 --> 00:53:18,932
But there will have to be

663
00:53:19,140 --> 00:53:21,640
twists and turns, suspense.

664
00:53:23,390 --> 00:53:24,765
We will imagine it together.

665
00:53:26,182 --> 00:53:27,182
Yes.

666
00:53:37,280 --> 00:53:38,030
Allegra.

667
00:53:39,114 --> 00:53:40,114
Nile.

668
00:54:23,880 --> 00:54:25,339
Look at me.

669
00:54:27,255 --> 00:54:27,964
Look at me.

670
00:54:33,755 --> 00:54:35,005
-I'm going.

671
00:54:38,160 --> 00:54:39,160
-Mr Matzneff.

672
00:54:39,369 --> 00:54:41,035
Minors Brigade.
- Delighted.

673
00:54:41,244 --> 00:54:42,769
What can I do for you?

674
00:54:42,960 --> 00:54:45,168
-We would like to speak to you.

675
00:54:45,335 --> 00:54:48,168
-But of course,
only, I have to surrender

676
00:54:48,377 --> 00:54:50,793
to a signature.
- It's a routine visit.

677
00:54:51,002 --> 00:54:53,085
-Alright.
But allow me

678
00:54:53,293 --> 00:54:55,668
to say goodbye
to this young student

679
00:54:55,835 --> 00:54:57,918
who came to question me
on my work.

680
00:54:58,085 --> 00:55:00,293
-Of course, Mr. Matzneff.

681
00:55:02,418 --> 00:55:03,418
THANKS.

682
00:55:04,793 --> 00:55:05,877
See you soon.

683
00:55:09,240 --> 00:55:12,532
We won't go at the same time anymore
at my studio. Too risky.

684
00:55:12,740 --> 00:55:15,807
We won't be able to walk by hand anymore
in hand nor walking together.

685
00:55:16,615 --> 00:55:19,040
I spent the day hiding
all traces of you.

686
00:55:19,080 --> 00:55:20,455
We are being watched.
We are being spied on.

687
00:55:20,664 --> 00:55:23,247
You will have to wait
to all possible scenarios.

688
00:55:23,455 --> 00:55:24,535
We broke the law.

689
00:55:25,664 --> 00:55:27,622
Never forget that.

690
00:55:32,247 --> 00:55:35,372
-You don't measure
the seriousness of the situation.

691
00:55:40,622 --> 00:55:42,789
It is I who can be condemned.

692
00:55:44,039 --> 00:55:45,780
What if I lost your custody?

693
00:55:46,920 --> 00:55:49,320
Imagine that you find yourself placed
in a host family

694
00:55:49,461 --> 00:55:50,753
until you turn 18?

695
00:55:52,086 --> 00:55:53,920
Oh ! Do you realize?

696
00:56:03,640 --> 00:56:05,807
-Everything went wonderfully.

697
00:56:06,223 --> 00:56:08,682
I was absolutely remarkable.

698
00:56:08,848 --> 00:56:10,648
The police assured me
that it was not

699
00:56:10,848 --> 00:56:12,723
just a formality
administrative.

700
00:56:12,890 --> 00:56:15,400
Letters of denunciation
regarding celebrities.

701
00:56:16,120 --> 00:56:18,178
“Sir, we are receiving some
hundreds a day.”

702
00:56:22,880 --> 00:56:25,089
-Can I get you a drink?

703
00:56:25,589 --> 00:56:27,464
Sit down. You are welcome.

704
00:56:27,630 --> 00:56:28,964
-I always keep on me

705
00:56:29,172 --> 00:56:31,840
the laudatory letter
that François Mitterrand sent to me.

706
00:56:32,440 --> 00:56:36,665
If they had wanted to arrest me on the spot,
I wouldn't have hesitated to show them.

707
00:56:38,231 --> 00:56:39,440
-Mitterrand?

708
00:56:40,190 --> 00:56:40,981
Really ?

709
00:56:41,190 --> 00:56:43,365
-He is a great admirer
of my work.

710
00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:47,320
Yes, ma'am.

711
00:56:52,028 --> 00:56:53,070
The anonymous letter,

712
00:56:53,278 --> 00:56:54,362
I read it.

713
00:56:56,362 --> 00:56:59,295
It was signed
“W., a friend of the mother”.

714
00:57:00,237 --> 00:57:01,295
-A friend of the mother?

715
00:57:02,520 --> 00:57:03,562
W?

716
00:57:03,770 --> 00:57:05,562
It doesn't make sense.

717
00:57:07,728 --> 00:57:09,437
And why not

718
00:57:09,603 --> 00:57:11,103
your friend...

719
00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:14,312
Jean-Didier Wolfromm,

720
00:57:14,478 --> 00:57:16,212
this failed scribbler?

721
00:57:19,600 --> 00:57:22,600
-It's true that you canceled
three of his invitations.

722
00:57:22,808 --> 00:57:24,767
Maybe he took it the wrong way?

723
00:57:27,017 --> 00:57:29,017
-No, it can't be him.

724
00:57:29,725 --> 00:57:31,808
He encourages me to write,
he is nice.

725
00:57:31,975 --> 00:57:33,142
-He encourages you?

726
00:57:36,080 --> 00:57:37,789
It's that bastard.
He can't stand

727
00:57:37,955 --> 00:57:40,497
that we can be beautiful
and intelligent at the same time.

728
00:57:40,664 --> 00:57:42,122
He is disgusting.

729
00:57:42,289 --> 00:57:44,622
I'm sure
that he wants to sleep with you.

730
00:58:00,200 --> 00:58:03,341
How did you want me to write
with this scoundrel on his back.

731
00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:04,605
I was sick of it.

732
00:58:04,771 --> 00:58:07,730
The Lord has put in my path
generous patrons.

733
00:58:07,938 --> 00:58:09,480
They will pay me everything,

734
00:58:09,646 --> 00:58:12,438
the room,
as well as my meals at Lipp.

735
00:58:12,646 --> 00:58:14,146
I thanked them.
Do you know

736
00:58:14,355 --> 00:58:16,980
what type
from the foundation answered me?

737
00:58:17,146 --> 00:58:20,188
Don't thank us,
it's nothing compared to the pleasure

738
00:58:20,355 --> 00:58:21,938
what your books bring us.

739
00:58:22,146 --> 00:58:23,896
I will write to Pierre and Yves

740
00:58:24,105 --> 00:58:26,096
to tell them how much
they know how to surround themselves.

741
00:58:26,600 --> 00:58:28,475
This hotel is unpretentious,
but well located.

742
00:58:28,683 --> 00:58:30,641
It's wonderful, isn't it?

743
00:58:30,808 --> 00:58:33,725
From the window, I can see your college.

744
00:59:01,560 --> 00:59:03,602
You're doing this better and better.

745
00:59:03,769 --> 00:59:05,602
It’s bliss.

746
00:59:11,600 --> 00:59:14,391
What possessed you to put on makeup?

747
00:59:17,100 --> 00:59:19,350
-Tonight is a moment
exceptional, so...

748
00:59:19,840 --> 00:59:22,298
-You want to look like a lady,
is that it?

749
00:59:25,400 --> 00:59:27,858
-No, I wanted to be pretty for you.

750
00:59:29,108 --> 00:59:31,941
-Ah, Matzneff, you are there.

751
00:59:32,150 --> 00:59:34,233
What an honor
to have you among us.

752
00:59:34,400 --> 00:59:35,600
-THANKS. Good evening.

753
00:59:35,840 --> 00:59:39,099
Have you ever had the pleasure
to meet Vanessa,

754
00:59:39,160 --> 00:59:43,160
my young, very young, my sweet,
very sweet, my tender,

755
00:59:43,327 --> 00:59:46,410
very dear friend,
dear to my heart?

756
00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:54,821
-So you're not lying about anything.

757
01:00:00,030 --> 01:00:03,613
-After this remarkable argument
under your attentive gaze,

758
01:00:03,821 --> 01:00:05,238
I don't doubt it
Gabriel Matzneff,

759
01:00:05,405 --> 01:00:07,421
and despite these dark glasses...
- No.

760
01:00:07,588 --> 01:00:09,630
-Your eyes ask you
any problems?

761
01:00:09,920 --> 01:00:11,920
-Yes, I have a problem
with my eyes,

762
01:00:12,129 --> 01:00:13,920
but it is above all
as part of the action

763
01:00:14,087 --> 01:00:16,837
for virtue
from the Minister of the Interior.

764
01:00:17,004 --> 01:00:19,379
As soon as I come on your show

765
01:00:19,545 --> 01:00:22,129
without dark glasses,
with my blue eyes,

766
01:00:22,295 --> 01:00:24,670
some time later,
I receive invitations

767
01:00:24,837 --> 01:00:25,945
from the juvenile brigade,

768
01:00:26,012 --> 01:00:27,012
at the Quai de Gèsvres.

769
01:00:27,400 --> 01:00:30,275
I troubled
young female viewers.

770
01:00:30,483 --> 01:00:32,941
The writers go to Quai Conti,
me, at the Quai de Gesvres.

771
01:00:35,983 --> 01:00:38,066
-To conclude this show,

772
01:00:38,275 --> 01:00:40,283
let's read these few words
by Gabriel Matzneff.

773
01:00:40,440 --> 01:00:42,165
-Quote me. Quote me.

774
01:00:44,648 --> 01:00:46,481
Good evening, good evening.

775
01:00:48,565 --> 01:00:49,631
THANKS. Good evening.

776
01:00:52,680 --> 01:00:54,388
- It was fantastic.
- Thank you so much.

777
01:00:56,430 --> 01:00:58,638
-THANKS. It was very interesting.

778
01:00:58,847 --> 01:01:00,513
Stunning.
- Thank you. Good evening.

779
01:01:00,722 --> 01:01:01,722
-THANKS.

780
01:01:06,805 --> 01:01:08,513
-Gabriel. Gabriel.

781
01:01:08,722 --> 01:01:10,638
-Don't worry,
continue.

782
01:01:10,920 --> 01:01:12,003
-Gabriel.

783
01:01:13,753 --> 01:01:14,878
Gabriel!

784
01:01:15,253 --> 01:01:16,462
Gabriel!

785
01:01:23,160 --> 01:01:26,119
-I looked for you in the audience,
I haven't seen you.

786
01:01:31,702 --> 01:01:34,035
It's a shame
that Gabriel did not dine with us.

787
01:01:39,494 --> 01:01:41,244
Where were you placed?

788
01:01:41,744 --> 01:01:45,035
I was very attentive,
but I didn't see you.

789
01:01:47,920 --> 01:01:48,920
-And there?

790
01:01:51,337 --> 01:01:53,837
Do you see me there? Eh ?

791
01:01:54,045 --> 01:01:55,295
I am in front of you.

792
01:01:55,462 --> 01:01:56,962
I'm not on TV,
okay?

793
01:01:57,170 --> 01:01:58,837
Are you not interested?

794
01:02:03,880 --> 01:02:05,964
-But what's the matter with you, anyway?

795
01:02:06,714 --> 01:02:07,789
-Do you want to see me?

796
01:02:08,480 --> 01:02:11,188
Damn! Start by getting interested
to me when I'm there.

797
01:02:11,355 --> 01:02:12,813
You're disappointed he didn't come.

798
01:02:19,980 --> 01:02:20,772
-Stop.

799
01:02:20,980 --> 01:02:23,605
- What will you see at the concert?
- Your mouths.

800
01:02:23,813 --> 01:02:25,647
There are only two dates.

801
01:02:25,855 --> 01:02:28,022
We must quickly
let's take places.

802
01:02:28,230 --> 01:02:29,313
-Hey, it's going to be okay.

803
01:02:29,522 --> 01:02:30,230
It's good.

804
01:02:30,397 --> 01:02:33,072
-If I miss them,
I shoot myself.

805
01:02:43,600 --> 01:02:45,684
-I love their latest album.

806
01:02:45,892 --> 01:02:46,892
-Oh yeah?

807
01:02:48,350 --> 01:02:49,434
-Yes. Uh...

808
01:02:51,267 --> 01:02:52,767
I listen to it on repeat.

809
01:02:52,975 --> 01:02:54,142
-Oh yeah?

810
01:02:54,309 --> 01:02:55,842
Are you a fan of the Cure?

811
01:02:58,360 --> 01:03:00,235
I didn't think at all
that it was your thing.

812
01:03:00,402 --> 01:03:02,160
-And what's my thing, then?

813
01:03:02,569 --> 01:03:04,860
Well yes, I love it, you see.

814
01:03:07,840 --> 01:03:09,440
-You could come with us
if you want?

815
01:03:13,007 --> 01:03:14,257
-Yeah, definitely.

816
01:03:14,590 --> 01:03:15,590
-Yeah, why not.

817
01:03:18,480 --> 01:03:19,646
-The name of this young idiot,

818
01:03:19,855 --> 01:03:22,230
what is it?
- Valentine.

819
01:03:22,438 --> 01:03:23,688
-Why is this guy inviting you?

820
01:03:23,896 --> 01:03:27,230
if it's not to grope you
between two songs,

821
01:03:27,396 --> 01:03:30,221
or try to corner you
in the dark to kiss you?

822
01:03:31,400 --> 01:03:33,616
I hope you said no?

823
01:03:39,360 --> 01:03:41,402
You are not going to put yourself
to whine?

824
01:03:43,277 --> 01:03:44,485
I'm exhausted.

825
01:03:45,110 --> 01:03:47,527
I worked on my manuscript
all day.

826
01:03:47,693 --> 01:03:51,318
I remind you that I'm leaving tomorrow
and that I need calm.

827
01:03:52,943 --> 01:03:55,152
These few days of treatment,
without tobacco or alcohol,

828
01:03:55,318 --> 01:03:57,785
to eat seeds
and salad, are imperative.

829
01:03:57,960 --> 01:03:59,918
-How much will you stay?
time in Switzerland?

830
01:04:00,085 --> 01:04:03,793
-Enough so that you can
read the entire Bible.

831
01:04:08,935 --> 01:04:11,310
Two weeks won't be long.

832
01:04:12,310 --> 01:04:16,602
You can enjoy the room,
or my studio. You have the keys.

833
01:04:19,400 --> 01:04:21,484
Come on, take off your clothes.

834
01:04:57,200 --> 01:04:59,200
“These children in Manila

835
01:04:59,367 --> 01:05:02,158
"are fresh asses
from which I take a tiny pleasure

836
01:05:02,325 --> 01:05:04,200
"to set out on a quest.

837
01:05:05,533 --> 01:05:09,408
"A few tickets will be enough
to satisfy my desire.

838
01:05:09,950 --> 01:05:12,242
"I happen to have
up to four kids

839
01:05:12,408 --> 01:05:14,450
"from 8 to 14 years old in my bed

840
01:05:14,617 --> 01:05:16,200
"at the same time

841
01:05:16,408 --> 01:05:20,250
"and to deliver myself with them
to the most exquisite antics.

842
01:05:21,117 --> 01:05:24,492
"Yes, these little boys
that I put here in my bed

843
01:05:24,658 --> 01:05:26,508
"are a rare pepper.

844
01:05:27,000 --> 01:05:28,833
"A path of spices

845
01:05:29,000 --> 01:05:32,166
“which I delight insatiably.”

846
01:05:39,708 --> 01:05:41,375
-Springora, Vanessa?

847
01:05:41,583 --> 01:05:42,833
Absent.

848
01:06:28,880 --> 01:06:32,088
-Go ahead, turn around.
Stand in front of me.

849
01:06:32,255 --> 01:06:33,288
Yeah. Come on.

850
01:06:34,640 --> 01:06:35,932
Caress yourself, will you?

851
01:06:36,140 --> 01:06:37,365
I'm looking at you, go ahead.

852
01:06:38,520 --> 01:06:40,320
Come on, show me
your pretty butt.

853
01:06:40,895 --> 01:06:43,000
Like that, it's good, yes.

854
01:06:43,240 --> 01:06:45,407
It's good.
Have you seen how much you turn me on?

855
01:06:45,615 --> 01:06:48,199
Eh ? You see
how you excite me.

856
01:07:10,560 --> 01:07:14,018
40,000 francs. I received
40,000 francs from the Academy.

857
01:07:14,185 --> 01:07:16,560
Definitely good people
support me.

858
01:07:17,018 --> 01:07:18,560
What is it?

859
01:07:18,840 --> 01:07:19,548
Are you sulking?

860
01:07:19,756 --> 01:07:21,840
It doesn't make you
happy for me?

861
01:07:23,215 --> 01:07:24,215
-I read.

862
01:07:26,840 --> 01:07:27,965
I read everything.

863
01:07:38,920 --> 01:07:41,170
You really fucked
with children?

864
01:07:41,378 --> 01:07:43,545
Those boys in Manila?

865
01:07:44,795 --> 01:07:46,003
And all these girls

866
01:07:46,211 --> 01:07:48,795
which you describe in the smallest detail,

867
01:07:49,461 --> 01:07:51,345
with whom you sleep,

868
01:07:52,240 --> 01:07:54,406
by lying to them all the time?

869
01:07:59,406 --> 01:08:01,115
I would only like
let's talk about it.

870
01:08:02,198 --> 01:08:03,323
I love you.

871
01:08:04,240 --> 01:08:05,740
Yes, I love you.

872
01:08:07,240 --> 01:08:10,031
I love you, but I don't recognize you
not in these books, so...

873
01:08:10,823 --> 01:08:13,948
I won't judge you
if you tell me the truth.

874
01:08:14,760 --> 01:08:18,343
-I will only be the last
from a long list.

875
01:08:18,510 --> 01:08:20,760
Go ahead, say it your turn.

876
01:08:20,927 --> 01:08:22,960
I know this criticism by heart.

877
01:08:23,760 --> 01:08:26,385
-But I don't blame you.

878
01:08:27,552 --> 01:08:29,552
I just want to understand
who are you really?

879
01:08:29,718 --> 01:08:32,552
-And who are you?
with your questions?

880
01:08:33,718 --> 01:08:35,727
A modern version of the Inquisition?

881
01:08:37,120 --> 01:08:38,537
A feminist perhaps?

882
01:08:38,745 --> 01:08:40,745
All that would be missing was that.

883
01:08:41,280 --> 01:08:43,030
There is nothing less attractive

884
01:08:43,239 --> 01:08:45,197
than what you are doing.

885
01:08:45,655 --> 01:08:47,830
You realize well
that you are ridiculous?

886
01:08:48,160 --> 01:08:51,543
-Your life before me was supposed to be
much more pleasant.

887
01:08:53,285 --> 01:08:54,285
You regret,

888
01:08:54,410 --> 01:08:55,576
is that it?

889
01:08:56,240 --> 01:08:59,574
-It's not just my books
and my girlfriends in life.

890
01:08:59,740 --> 01:09:01,365
There are other topics for discussion.

891
01:09:01,532 --> 01:09:03,615
We can talk politics, religion.

892
01:09:04,865 --> 01:09:06,574
Look what happens
in the world,

893
01:09:06,740 --> 01:09:08,074
Do you at least realize that?

894
01:09:08,949 --> 01:09:11,699
Say something interesting,
I beg you.

895
01:09:23,680 --> 01:09:26,472
I don't understand you anymore,
Vanessa.

896
01:09:27,097 --> 01:09:29,389
Do you want to inspire me again?

897
01:09:30,097 --> 01:09:32,597
But are you even capable of it?

898
01:09:36,847 --> 01:09:38,055
-Mmm.

899
01:09:38,320 --> 01:09:42,586
No. No.
No, I don't feel like it today.

900
01:09:43,880 --> 01:09:47,339
Could we do something else?
For once?

901
01:09:47,505 --> 01:09:50,480
-So you have decided
to be unbearable, right?

902
01:09:52,714 --> 01:09:54,297
Marie-Agnès and Diane

903
01:09:54,505 --> 01:09:57,297
had nothing to envy you
in bed, but they,

904
01:09:57,505 --> 01:09:59,530
in addition, were models
in a good mood.

905
01:09:59,840 --> 01:10:01,920
You, you don't know
enjoy the present moment,

906
01:10:02,120 --> 01:10:04,620
like most
good women elsewhere.

907
01:10:04,787 --> 01:10:06,412
It's in your genes.

908
01:10:06,579 --> 01:10:10,079
You look more and more like your mother.

909
01:10:12,954 --> 01:10:15,079
-I'll let you know
that I'm only 15 years old,

910
01:10:15,245 --> 01:10:16,662
as you know.

911
01:10:16,760 --> 01:10:19,976
So I'm not yet
what we call a good woman.

912
01:10:20,343 --> 01:10:23,218
Besides, what do you know about it,
to women?

913
01:10:23,385 --> 01:10:24,510
After 18 years

914
01:10:24,718 --> 01:10:27,060
no, 16, nothing more
don't be interested in them.

915
01:10:27,360 --> 01:10:30,069
-You decided to make me suffer?

916
01:10:30,610 --> 01:10:32,985
Or, you want
that I break away from you?

917
01:10:33,152 --> 01:10:35,235
I sincerely worry
of the imprint

918
01:10:35,402 --> 01:10:37,377
that you will leave on my readers.

919
01:10:37,944 --> 01:10:40,002
You will end up disappointing them,
them too.

920
01:10:40,800 --> 01:10:41,592
Because me,

921
01:10:41,800 --> 01:10:45,342
when I write,
I sign a pact with them,

922
01:10:45,509 --> 01:10:47,134
and I owe them the whole truth.

923
01:10:47,300 --> 01:10:50,259
And the truth is that I had
future plans with you,

924
01:10:50,425 --> 01:10:52,092
dreams of the future.

925
01:10:53,360 --> 01:10:55,318
But now, you scare me.

926
01:10:56,193 --> 01:10:57,776
I finally see your true face

927
01:10:57,985 --> 01:10:59,776
hysterical liar.

928
01:10:59,943 --> 01:11:00,943
-No.

929
01:11:02,818 --> 01:11:03,818
This is not true.

930
01:11:03,943 --> 01:11:05,735
- That's not true?
- No.

931
01:11:05,901 --> 01:11:08,651
-Isn't that true?
But then, wait.

932
01:11:09,680 --> 01:11:11,430
So. Ah, here it is:

933
01:11:12,680 --> 01:11:14,680
"Your love for me
is a shining sun

934
01:11:14,888 --> 01:11:17,638
"and enlightens
everything we have experienced together

935
01:11:17,805 --> 01:11:19,638
“since our first kiss.”

936
01:11:19,805 --> 01:11:20,805
Or even...

937
01:11:20,972 --> 01:11:23,263
And this one, with a more direct style:

938
01:11:23,430 --> 01:11:26,472
"I passionately want
have thousands more times

939
01:11:26,480 --> 01:11:29,397
"dizziness when you caress me,
three small dots.

940
01:11:29,560 --> 01:11:32,810
"With you, I become happy again,
but also crazy

941
01:11:33,018 --> 01:11:35,685
"of desire, of your body, of your skin,

942
01:11:35,851 --> 01:11:37,560
"from your mouth.

943
01:11:38,101 --> 01:11:39,393
"I love you."

944
01:11:39,920 --> 01:11:40,962
Eh ?

945
01:11:41,712 --> 01:11:44,420
"I love you. Et cetera, et cetera."

946
01:11:46,440 --> 01:11:48,523
Were you even sincere?

947
01:11:50,107 --> 01:11:52,690
Because, there, me too,
I need to be reassured.

948
01:11:53,732 --> 01:11:55,273
Be reasonable.

949
01:11:55,732 --> 01:11:56,898
Vanessa!

950
01:11:58,107 --> 01:11:59,440
Vanessa?

951
01:12:00,023 --> 01:12:02,565
Take off your clothes, please.

952
01:12:12,200 --> 01:12:13,450
Take off your clothes, please.

953
01:12:28,160 --> 01:12:30,035
Please.

954
01:12:36,480 --> 01:12:38,355
Junk feminism,

955
01:12:38,522 --> 01:12:40,813
wickedness and manipulation,

956
01:12:40,980 --> 01:12:42,688
It’s Vanessa syndrome.

957
01:12:42,855 --> 01:12:44,188
She persecutes me.

958
01:12:44,355 --> 01:12:46,813
His desire for possession tortures me.

959
01:12:46,980 --> 01:12:48,813
It's even worse than Francesca.

960
01:12:49,022 --> 01:12:50,772
She doesn't have her charisma,

961
01:12:50,980 --> 01:12:52,922
it is simply predictable.

962
01:12:53,120 --> 01:12:54,287
It's a failure.

963
01:12:54,454 --> 01:12:57,370
My poor little girl
became enraged,

964
01:12:58,245 --> 01:13:00,287
hysterical, unbearable.

965
01:13:00,454 --> 01:13:01,679
- No !
- That's a hell of a

966
01:13:01,787 --> 01:13:03,995
portrait of you in my black notebook.

967
01:13:04,280 --> 01:13:06,363
-No, you don't have the right!

968
01:13:06,530 --> 01:13:08,280
-And without the strength of our love,

969
01:13:08,446 --> 01:13:11,071
Vanessa will inevitably fall
in wandering,

970
01:13:11,238 --> 01:13:14,655
depravity and madness.

971
01:13:16,821 --> 01:13:18,238
And madness.

972
01:13:31,680 --> 01:13:34,222
-In a castle made of mirrors...

973
01:13:35,889 --> 01:13:38,680
a beautiful princess with golden hair

974
01:13:39,139 --> 01:13:40,639
Was pining for...

975
01:13:40,847 --> 01:13:43,555
For never having found love,

976
01:13:44,180 --> 01:13:45,472
when a...

977
01:13:45,639 --> 01:13:47,414
A brave knight came to save her.

978
01:13:48,680 --> 01:13:50,889
He was the nicest...

979
01:13:52,555 --> 01:13:56,264
The kindest and most beautiful
of all the nobles of the kingdom.

980
01:13:58,800 --> 01:14:00,300
And when she saw him...

981
01:14:01,967 --> 01:14:04,008
for the first time...

982
01:14:06,200 --> 01:14:08,533
she knew, immediately...

983
01:14:10,741 --> 01:14:12,033
that it was his...

984
01:14:13,866 --> 01:14:14,866
great love...

985
01:14:16,116 --> 01:14:17,950
for eternity.

986
01:14:18,575 --> 01:14:20,366
And...
- Yuri?

987
01:14:20,533 --> 01:14:22,283
Why is Vanessa crying?

988
01:14:22,491 --> 01:14:23,866
-Shh.

989
01:14:26,880 --> 01:14:29,464
I'm the evening babysitter.

990
01:14:29,672 --> 01:14:31,005
I'll take over.

991
01:14:48,800 --> 01:14:51,009
-So, shall we have a drink?

992
01:14:51,217 --> 01:14:52,634
It's a new bar,

993
01:14:54,175 --> 01:14:56,092
with good music.

994
01:14:58,467 --> 01:14:59,634
But hey,

995
01:14:59,800 --> 01:15:02,759
it won't take long,
otherwise they will punish us.

996
01:15:02,967 --> 01:15:04,650
As usual,
I know them.

997
01:15:04,840 --> 01:15:06,090
Are you listening to me?

998
01:15:07,382 --> 01:15:08,382
Here we go ?

999
01:15:09,800 --> 01:15:11,092
-Yes, let's go.

1000
01:15:45,400 --> 01:15:47,441
-How dare you again
make a scene for me,

1001
01:15:47,608 --> 01:15:49,983
while I'm at work?

1002
01:15:52,400 --> 01:15:55,483
No, you have no idea
of what a creator is.

1003
01:15:55,983 --> 01:15:58,120
What you read is just the draft
of a future novel,

1004
01:15:58,280 --> 01:16:00,655
it has nothing to do with
with us, with you.

1005
01:16:02,322 --> 01:16:03,530
-It's over.

1006
01:16:07,238 --> 01:16:08,655
I'm leaving you.

1007
01:16:11,572 --> 01:16:13,038
I can't take it anymore.

1008
01:16:15,738 --> 01:16:17,205
I can't take it anymore.

1009
01:16:31,320 --> 01:16:35,320
-We should be able to talk,
otherwise, it will end badly.

1010
01:16:35,487 --> 01:16:36,904
Very bad.

1011
01:16:38,840 --> 01:16:41,590
After all the efforts
that I did for you...

1012
01:16:42,400 --> 01:16:45,875
you see clearly that this is your madness
who is ruining everything.

1013
01:16:55,080 --> 01:16:56,080
No !

1014
01:18:08,640 --> 01:18:10,890
-Are you fucking talkin' to me?

1015
01:18:11,057 --> 01:18:12,765
Are you fucking talkin' to me?

1016
01:18:12,974 --> 01:18:13,974
Are you?

1017
01:18:14,640 --> 01:18:15,682
You still don't have it?

1018
01:18:15,890 --> 01:18:17,432
Are you fucking...

1019
01:18:17,599 --> 01:18:19,890
<i>Taxi Driver</i>. De Niro, right?

1020
01:18:20,099 --> 01:18:21,557
-No.

1021
01:18:22,760 --> 01:18:25,843
-I wanted to be an actor,
but I will be a better lawyer.

1022
01:18:26,051 --> 01:18:29,060
I went back to law school,
as a free candidate.

1023
01:18:29,360 --> 01:18:32,026
It's not easy,
but I'm going to work hard,

1024
01:18:32,193 --> 01:18:34,068
and I'm going to get there.

1025
01:18:34,235 --> 01:18:37,360
Then I would like to do this
for my mother, too.

1026
01:18:38,120 --> 01:18:39,662
She raised me alone,

1027
01:18:39,829 --> 01:18:42,129
and now,
It's up to me to help him.

1028
01:18:42,960 --> 01:18:45,252
-Your father, he no longer lives with you?

1029
01:18:45,419 --> 01:18:48,335
-No. No, my father
he died of a stroke.

1030
01:18:50,169 --> 01:18:51,335
He was Russian.

1031
01:18:53,200 --> 01:18:55,450
I would have liked
know him better, but...

1032
01:18:56,783 --> 01:18:59,133
-What a coincidence,
my boyfriend is also russian.

1033
01:18:59,960 --> 01:19:00,960
-Ah.

1034
01:19:02,002 --> 01:19:03,419
- Oh?
- Oh.

1035
01:19:04,520 --> 01:19:07,645
And has it been a long time?
Finally, what are you going out with?

1036
01:19:09,020 --> 01:19:11,270
I'm being indiscreet, right?

1037
01:19:11,687 --> 01:19:14,020
Sorry, I allow myself,
we barely know each other.

1038
01:19:15,395 --> 01:19:17,645
-No, no,
that's not it, it's...

1039
01:19:19,187 --> 01:19:21,729
It's because I never talk about it,
that's all.

1040
01:19:23,360 --> 01:19:25,693
Nobody can understand.

1041
01:19:26,568 --> 01:19:29,568
-And what we could not
not understand?

1042
01:19:35,901 --> 01:19:37,193
-What...

1043
01:19:37,985 --> 01:19:40,443
That I lock myself away
in a hotel room

1044
01:19:40,610 --> 01:19:42,968
with an older guy
than my own father, who cheats on me

1045
01:19:43,240 --> 01:19:44,606
and who lies to me.

1046
01:19:52,440 --> 01:19:55,106
He has more experience than me,
and he...

1047
01:19:55,273 --> 01:19:59,190
He is very intelligent,
then he is probably right.

1048
01:19:59,648 --> 01:20:01,740
They must be
more interesting than me.

1049
01:20:06,000 --> 01:20:08,000
So, I hate myself.

1050
01:20:10,792 --> 01:20:13,209
I hate myself and I fart
the lead for nothing.

1051
01:20:14,250 --> 01:20:15,625
That's all.

1052
01:20:28,760 --> 01:20:30,593
-You're smart.

1053
01:20:31,468 --> 01:20:33,635
You're super pretty.

1054
01:20:39,040 --> 01:20:41,332
You have your life ahead of you.

1055
01:20:43,249 --> 01:20:44,457
Everything is fine.

1056
01:21:05,320 --> 01:21:06,320
-Vanessa.

1057
01:21:06,362 --> 01:21:07,862
Sit down, please.

1058
01:21:08,029 --> 01:21:10,070
I tremble, I am moved.

1059
01:21:10,237 --> 01:21:11,987
Because... Boy?

1060
01:21:12,154 --> 01:21:13,404
- Yes.
- The same thing

1061
01:21:13,612 --> 01:21:15,870
for the pretty lady.
- Right away, sir.

1062
01:21:18,280 --> 01:21:20,113
-I had a spectacular idea.

1063
01:21:20,280 --> 01:21:22,655
I have big news to tell you.

1064
01:21:26,655 --> 01:21:29,155
I have to leave for Manila
finish our novel,

1065
01:21:29,363 --> 01:21:32,030
and I would like you to accompany me.
I invite you.

1066
01:21:32,196 --> 01:21:32,946
In this hotel

1067
01:21:33,155 --> 01:21:35,655
that I love so much, Harrison Plaza.

1068
01:21:36,160 --> 01:21:38,077
This novel I'm writing

1069
01:21:38,243 --> 01:21:40,702
will tell the most beautiful
love stories: ours,

1070
01:21:40,868 --> 01:21:41,910
as I see it.

1071
01:21:42,118 --> 01:21:43,493
And above all, there,

1072
01:21:43,660 --> 01:21:45,243
we will be far away, you and me.

1073
01:21:45,252 --> 01:21:47,135
“Allegra and Nile.”

1074
01:21:47,143 --> 01:21:48,268
Both of us, together.

1075
01:21:48,320 --> 01:21:51,495
-And you'll want to have sex
with little boys?

1076
01:21:52,278 --> 01:21:54,195
-Don't talk nonsense.

1077
01:21:57,445 --> 01:22:00,278
I just want you to understand
why I love this country.

1078
01:22:13,280 --> 01:22:15,780
-It's out of the question.

1079
01:22:16,197 --> 01:22:19,422
I will never let you leave
the territory without my permission.

1080
01:22:19,680 --> 01:22:20,680
Manila and more?

1081
01:22:32,920 --> 01:22:34,587
Vanessa, this is for you.

1082
01:22:36,962 --> 01:22:37,962
-Hi.

1083
01:22:50,480 --> 01:22:51,647
Uh...

1084
01:22:52,522 --> 01:22:54,647
I was thinking, this...

1085
01:22:54,813 --> 01:22:57,130
Would you like to go
to the cinema together?

1086
01:22:58,720 --> 01:23:00,887
-No, I can't.
I'm sorry.

1087
01:23:07,560 --> 01:23:10,185
-Actually, I especially wanted to talk to you.

1088
01:23:14,880 --> 01:23:15,630
I can't stop

1089
01:23:15,838 --> 01:23:18,046
to think about what you told me
the other day.

1090
01:23:18,213 --> 01:23:20,130
I don't think you give up
consider how much

1091
01:23:20,296 --> 01:23:22,721
this guy takes advantage of you
and hurts you.

1092
01:23:25,480 --> 01:23:27,147
You're not crazy.

1093
01:23:34,600 --> 01:23:38,059
You have to regain confidence in yourself
and leave him.

1094
01:24:02,520 --> 01:24:04,437
-I'm going to miss you.

1095
01:24:52,200 --> 01:24:53,200
Gabriel?

1096
01:24:54,200 --> 01:24:56,034
Was there in your childhood

1097
01:24:56,200 --> 01:24:59,159
or in your adolescence
an adult who played for you too

1098
01:24:59,325 --> 01:25:00,992
this role of initiator?

1099
01:25:01,160 --> 01:25:03,451
-Yes. Once.

1100
01:25:04,743 --> 01:25:05,868
When I was 13.

1101
01:25:07,618 --> 01:25:09,618
A friend of my parents.

1102
01:25:46,076 --> 01:25:47,076
-How are you ?

1103
01:28:05,201 --> 01:28:06,618
-How are you ?

1104
01:28:07,400 --> 01:28:08,400
-Hi.

1105
01:28:25,680 --> 01:28:27,297
-It's 2 a.m.

1106
01:28:28,763 --> 01:28:30,230
Yes, I understand.

1107
01:28:32,560 --> 01:28:33,810
I'll tell him.

1108
01:28:35,435 --> 01:28:36,977
I swear to you.

1109
01:28:38,893 --> 01:28:39,977
See you tomorrow.

1110
01:28:51,720 --> 01:28:53,804
He called three times today.

1111
01:28:54,470 --> 01:28:55,720
He worries.

1112
01:28:56,760 --> 01:28:58,785
What are you playing like that?

1113
01:29:05,120 --> 01:29:07,162
-I left him, mom.

1114
01:29:08,370 --> 01:29:10,037
I left Gabriel.

1115
01:29:12,162 --> 01:29:13,370
-Poor guy.

1116
01:29:14,704 --> 01:29:15,829
Are you sure?

1117
01:29:16,720 --> 01:29:18,053
He adores you.

1118
01:29:29,720 --> 01:29:31,928
-I'm going to live with Yuri.

1119
01:29:37,095 --> 01:29:39,262
-Are you in love with this boy?

1120
01:29:40,595 --> 01:29:41,595
-Yes.

1121
01:29:44,595 --> 01:29:47,470
I can no longer live
with you, do you understand?

1122
01:29:50,280 --> 01:29:52,989
-You will come to dinner
at home together?

1123
01:29:54,364 --> 01:29:56,030
I'll make food.

1124
01:30:47,080 --> 01:30:48,496
-Wait, wait.

1125
01:30:49,038 --> 01:30:50,038
Are you sure?

1126
01:30:52,163 --> 01:30:54,013
I don't want to hurt you.

1127
01:31:38,880 --> 01:31:40,205
What's wrong?

1128
01:31:41,588 --> 01:31:44,055
I did something
who didn't you like?

1129
01:31:48,005 --> 01:31:50,155
I disappointed you, didn't you like it?

1130
01:31:53,040 --> 01:31:55,956
-It's too much happiness, that's all.

1131
01:32:00,415 --> 01:32:03,623
-You know we talk about you a lot
in the teachers' room.

1132
01:32:07,880 --> 01:32:10,872
But I don't judge you,
unlike them.

1133
01:32:12,172 --> 01:32:14,047
I am an admirer.

1134
01:32:18,400 --> 01:32:19,441
Allegra.

1135
01:32:22,316 --> 01:32:23,441
-I have to go to class.

1136
01:32:26,316 --> 01:32:27,816
I'm sorry.

1137
01:33:00,720 --> 01:33:03,137
Let me go, let me go,
let me go!

1138
01:33:04,470 --> 01:33:07,262
What are you doing
with me first?

1139
01:33:08,880 --> 01:33:10,214
Don't you see that...

1140
01:33:10,380 --> 01:33:12,639
Can't you see that I'm disgusted?

1141
01:33:17,120 --> 01:33:18,411
-Vanessa?

1142
01:33:19,120 --> 01:33:20,453
Is that you?

1143
01:33:25,370 --> 01:33:26,578
Vanessa?

1144
01:33:28,720 --> 01:33:30,179
Are you back?

1145
01:33:31,762 --> 01:33:33,345
Are you back?

1146
01:33:36,080 --> 01:33:37,288
Vanessa?

1147
01:33:37,705 --> 01:33:39,713
Come on, open this door.

1148
01:33:42,240 --> 01:33:45,615
-"Before me, you were nothing
than a lost girl.

1149
01:33:45,781 --> 01:33:47,448
“I saved you.

1150
01:33:47,990 --> 01:33:50,873
"What will become of you
without my absolute love?

1151
01:33:51,240 --> 01:33:54,115
“I’m terribly worried, Vanessa.

1152
01:33:54,406 --> 01:33:56,200
"We both know
that you are fragile,

1153
01:33:56,200 --> 01:33:58,617
"unstable, vulnerable.

1154
01:33:58,784 --> 01:34:01,117
“You need me.”

1155
01:34:01,909 --> 01:34:03,450
-Vanessa Springora!

1156
01:34:03,659 --> 01:34:05,450
It's not self-service here.

1157
01:34:05,659 --> 01:34:08,742
You are required
to respect schedules.

1158
01:34:08,950 --> 01:34:11,159
Who do you think you are?

1159
01:34:11,367 --> 01:34:12,742
No one gets a free pass here.

1160
01:34:13,760 --> 01:34:14,968
It's not you

1161
01:34:14,977 --> 01:34:17,402
who dictates the rules, as far as I know.

1162
01:34:19,800 --> 01:34:20,800
So.

1163
01:34:22,383 --> 01:34:24,633
What does it take it?

1164
01:34:27,300 --> 01:34:28,300
-Hey!

1165
01:34:33,040 --> 01:34:34,582
-That's enough.

1166
01:34:35,165 --> 01:34:36,790
-Following the two tips
of discipline

1167
01:34:36,957 --> 01:34:39,207
due to your recurring absences,

1168
01:34:39,415 --> 01:34:42,123
without counting the bad example
that you give to other students,

1169
01:34:42,290 --> 01:34:43,932
your teachers
have taken a dislike to you.

1170
01:34:44,200 --> 01:34:48,150
Because you deny their authority,
do you understand?

1171
01:34:48,825 --> 01:34:49,950
You know that schooling

1172
01:34:50,158 --> 01:34:53,408
is no longer obligatory
from 16 years old.

1173
01:34:53,742 --> 01:34:56,533
So, I suggest you resign,

1174
01:34:56,700 --> 01:34:58,580
on your own,
for personal reasons.

1175
01:34:58,658 --> 01:35:00,958
And, for your future,
it's better that there isn't

1176
01:35:00,967 --> 01:35:02,558
trace of a referral.

1177
01:35:51,960 --> 01:35:55,419
So, Gabriel Matzneff
who is in front of you,

1178
01:35:55,627 --> 01:35:58,419
if there is a real teacher
sex education,

1179
01:35:58,585 --> 01:36:00,794
It’s still Gabriel Matzneff.

1180
01:36:00,960 --> 01:36:01,960
*-Of another kind.

1181
01:36:02,002 --> 01:36:03,002
*-He gives lessons

1182
01:36:03,044 --> 01:36:05,419
and paying personally.

1183
01:36:05,585 --> 01:36:07,669
You like to seduce and initiate.

1184
01:36:07,835 --> 01:36:09,552
Why do you specialize

1185
01:36:09,560 --> 01:36:11,477
in high school girls
and the kitties?

1186
01:36:11,640 --> 01:36:14,265
Above 20 years old,
Are you no longer interested?

1187
01:36:14,273 --> 01:36:16,640
*-I like having someone
which is not yet hardened by life.

1188
01:36:16,706 --> 01:36:18,290
As men are in general

1189
01:36:18,480 --> 01:36:20,147
either selfish or cowardly,

1190
01:36:20,314 --> 01:36:22,189
women can only get tougher.

1191
01:36:22,397 --> 01:36:24,397
A very young girl is kind,

1192
01:36:24,564 --> 01:36:28,147
even if she becomes hysterical,
when she is old.

1193
01:36:28,355 --> 01:36:31,022
She's still nicer...

1194
01:36:31,230 --> 01:36:33,605
*-But why
collect them so much?

1195
01:36:33,772 --> 01:36:35,189
Your friends say

1196
01:36:35,397 --> 01:36:37,105
that you are not inventing anything.

1197
01:36:37,272 --> 01:36:39,314
So you must lie: the telephone,

1198
01:36:39,480 --> 01:36:41,730
so that they don't meet...

1199
01:36:41,897 --> 01:36:43,977
You make love in the morning
in the afternoon, in the evening.

1200
01:36:44,064 --> 01:36:45,472
The question is a bit vulgar:

1201
01:36:45,539 --> 01:36:46,997
are you fucking for your newspaper?

1202
01:36:47,880 --> 01:36:50,630
The more mistresses there will be,
the more pages there will be.

1203
01:36:50,797 --> 01:36:53,200
*-No. I hate
people who turn the page,

1204
01:36:53,200 --> 01:36:55,367
who deny the beings they have loved,

1205
01:36:55,534 --> 01:36:58,284
who forget everything they have experienced.

1206
01:36:58,450 --> 01:37:00,867
I have a memory for others.

1207
01:37:01,075 --> 01:37:02,700
*-Yes, Denise Bombardier?

1208
01:37:02,867 --> 01:37:05,617
*-Mr Matzneff seems pitiful to me.

1209
01:37:05,784 --> 01:37:07,742
I don't understand that in this country,

1210
01:37:07,950 --> 01:37:09,825
literature, in quotes,

1211
01:37:09,992 --> 01:37:12,034
serves as an alibi
to this kind of confidences.

1212
01:37:12,242 --> 01:37:15,992
Mr. Matzneff sodomizes
little girls aged 14, 15,

1213
01:37:16,159 --> 01:37:17,117
who are crazy about him.

1214
01:37:17,125 --> 01:37:19,450
We know well that little girls
can be crazy

1215
01:37:19,517 --> 01:37:21,767
of a gentleman who has a literary aura.

1216
01:37:21,920 --> 01:37:24,836
Old gentlemen attract
children with candy.

1217
01:37:25,003 --> 01:37:27,545
Mr Matzneff
attracts them with his reputation.

1218
01:37:27,753 --> 01:37:29,170
But we don't know

1219
01:37:29,336 --> 01:37:31,160
how these little girls
14 or 15 years old

1220
01:37:31,160 --> 01:37:33,202
who suffered, what we call

1221
01:37:33,410 --> 01:37:36,869
in reports
between adults and young people,

1222
01:37:37,035 --> 01:37:38,285
an abuse of power,

1223
01:37:38,452 --> 01:37:40,669
how do they get by,
these little girls?

1224
01:37:40,680 --> 01:37:43,514
I believe that these little girls
are withered

1225
01:37:43,680 --> 01:37:46,639
for the rest of their lives.

1226
01:37:46,847 --> 01:37:49,972
I don't understand
how can we publish...

1227
01:38:24,440 --> 01:38:25,774
-I stole your clothes.

1228
01:38:27,149 --> 01:38:28,857
How do you like me?

1229
01:38:29,565 --> 01:38:31,524
Do you think it suits me?

1230
01:38:32,982 --> 01:38:34,815
Or does it sound like a bitch?

1231
01:38:37,080 --> 01:38:38,455
It's old.

1232
01:38:39,913 --> 01:38:41,830
Seems vulgar, right?

1233
01:39:25,320 --> 01:39:27,403
It's war outside.

1234
01:39:27,570 --> 01:39:29,237
I'm on a mission.

1235
01:39:30,195 --> 01:39:32,653
You have to believe me.

1236
01:39:32,862 --> 01:39:35,470
I see things
that you don't know.

1237
01:39:48,160 --> 01:39:49,761
I think they are
a different army.

1238
01:39:49,785 --> 01:39:52,493
That all this
is perfectly organized.

1239
01:39:54,702 --> 01:39:56,535
Could I
have a book?

1240
01:39:59,800 --> 01:40:01,675
-Books can excite
your imagination,

1241
01:40:01,884 --> 01:40:03,009
you shouldn't.

1242
01:40:07,300 --> 01:40:08,884
-You must never return

1243
01:40:09,050 --> 01:40:10,600
in the hidden time of memories,

1244
01:40:11,200 --> 01:40:13,867
from the blessed time of his childhood.

1245
01:40:21,440 --> 01:40:23,290
-The party was good, huh?

1246
01:40:23,898 --> 01:40:25,523
They all came

1247
01:40:25,690 --> 01:40:27,273
only for you.

1248
01:40:32,080 --> 01:40:33,705
Did it please you at least?

1249
01:40:40,640 --> 01:40:43,265
It was a little too much,
my garlands, right?

1250
01:40:46,431 --> 01:40:48,098
-It was perfect, mom.

1251
01:40:48,765 --> 01:40:51,681
-If you blew out the candles,
now,

1252
01:40:52,160 --> 01:40:53,460
just for the two of us.

1253
01:40:54,160 --> 01:40:55,160
Come on.

1254
01:40:58,660 --> 01:40:59,660
Hop.

1255
01:41:08,240 --> 01:41:09,490
Come on, go ahead.

1256
01:41:09,657 --> 01:41:11,032
Go ahead, take a breath.

1257
01:41:14,560 --> 01:41:16,018
Please.

1258
01:41:16,227 --> 01:41:20,268
*-The war had thrown us there
We lived like outlaws

1259
01:41:20,435 --> 01:41:22,018
I loved that...

1260
01:41:22,185 --> 01:41:25,060
Oh my springs
Oh my crazy lost years

1261
01:41:25,680 --> 01:41:27,847
Oh my 15 years Oh my wonders

1262
01:41:28,014 --> 01:41:30,347
How bad I am to have come back

1263
01:41:30,514 --> 01:41:32,889
Oh the fresh nuts of September

1264
01:41:33,055 --> 01:41:35,330
-This song makes me cry
every time.

1265
01:41:36,597 --> 01:41:37,597
Not you?

1266
01:41:38,280 --> 01:41:40,738
*-Alas...

1267
01:41:41,405 --> 01:41:43,363
-You must never return

1268
01:41:43,530 --> 01:41:45,197
*-In the hidden time of memories

1269
01:41:45,363 --> 01:41:46,613
From the blessed time of his childhood

1270
01:41:47,155 --> 01:41:50,072
-Because among all the memories
Those from childhood are the worst

1271
01:41:50,120 --> 01:41:52,204
-Those from childhood
tear us apart

1272
01:41:52,370 --> 01:41:54,287
Oh, my dearest O my mother

1273
01:41:54,454 --> 01:41:57,204
So where are you today?

1274
01:41:57,412 --> 01:41:59,037
You sleep in the warmth of the earth

1275
01:41:59,204 --> 01:42:01,870
And I came here

1276
01:42:02,037 --> 01:42:04,495
To find your laughter there

1277
01:42:04,662 --> 01:42:06,829
Your anger and your youth

1278
01:42:06,995 --> 01:42:09,579
*-And I am alone with my distress

1279
01:42:09,745 --> 01:42:10,745
-Alas

1280
01:42:13,080 --> 01:42:14,913
-Why did I come back?

1281
01:42:15,080 --> 01:42:17,121
*-And alone at the bend of these streets

1282
01:42:17,330 --> 01:42:19,705
I'm cold, I'm scared
The evening bends

1283
01:42:19,871 --> 01:42:22,905
Why did I come here
Where my past crucifies me

1284
01:42:22,913 --> 01:42:26,005
She sleeps forever my childhood

1285
01:43:01,480 --> 01:43:02,564
-"July 28

1286
01:43:02,772 --> 01:43:04,647
“1986, 5:20 p.m.

1287
01:43:04,814 --> 01:43:08,647
"My penis has triumphed over the hymen
of my beautiful lover of 14 years.

1288
01:43:10,040 --> 01:43:11,623
“Friday the 19th.

1289
01:43:12,165 --> 01:43:13,165
“Vanessa caressed me

1290
01:43:14,123 --> 01:43:15,715
"voluptuously...

1291
01:43:16,123 --> 01:43:19,165
"27, 28, 29...Vanessa,

1292
01:43:19,173 --> 01:43:21,106
“jealous, unbearable.

1293
01:43:21,560 --> 01:43:23,060
“September 30.

1294
01:43:24,185 --> 01:43:27,101
"Yesterday, hysterical screaming
by Vanessa.

1295
01:43:36,400 --> 01:43:38,108
"November, December, January,

1296
01:43:38,275 --> 01:43:40,191
"the 3rd, the 12th, the 14th.

1297
01:43:40,775 --> 01:43:42,941
“My disappointment prevails.

1298
01:43:44,560 --> 01:43:47,060
"The 24th. Despite my sacrifices,

1299
01:43:47,227 --> 01:43:49,143
"I suffer the violence of an unjust

1300
01:43:49,310 --> 01:43:50,618
"and tyrannical mistress.

1301
01:43:50,760 --> 01:43:52,552
“It’s inevitable.

1302
01:43:52,718 --> 01:43:54,843
"25, 26, 27,

1303
01:43:55,010 --> 01:43:57,968
“Vanessa is only 15 years old
and you can already guess

1304
01:43:58,177 --> 01:44:00,577
"the good woman she will be,
like his mother.

1305
01:44:01,360 --> 01:44:04,652
“Yes, Vanessa is already a woman.

1306
01:44:05,360 --> 01:44:06,735
“And 31.

1307
01:44:08,110 --> 01:44:09,569
“Close the ban.”

1308
01:44:33,560 --> 01:44:34,643
-Vanessa,

1309
01:44:34,810 --> 01:44:36,393
everything is fine.

1310
01:44:43,768 --> 01:44:45,310
*-2nd floor.

1311
01:44:52,720 --> 01:44:54,020
- Good morning.
- Good morning.

1312
01:46:28,240 --> 01:46:29,656
-No, but let's be clear:

1313
01:46:29,865 --> 01:46:31,998
It’s pity and cronyism.
- You're not going to do it too.

1314
01:46:32,365 --> 01:46:33,365
-Have you read the press?

1315
01:46:33,573 --> 01:46:34,981
-If you talk about this controversy

1316
01:46:35,048 --> 01:46:37,256
thrown around by young journalists,

1317
01:46:38,323 --> 01:46:39,681
it's a joke. Cry scandal

1318
01:46:39,690 --> 01:46:41,265
that he finally receives his Renaudot.

1319
01:46:41,273 --> 01:46:43,565
All because he said this price

1320
01:46:43,573 --> 01:46:44,813
rewarded his entire work.

1321
01:46:44,890 --> 01:46:46,873
Suddenly, we are indignant.

1322
01:46:47,640 --> 01:46:50,307
A work where he speaks
of girls in love

1323
01:46:50,315 --> 01:46:51,665
that he slept in his bed,

1324
01:46:51,740 --> 01:46:53,998
as if they ignored
what they were doing.

1325
01:46:56,240 --> 01:46:57,240
What are we talking about?

1326
01:46:58,823 --> 01:46:59,573
-And these stories

1327
01:46:59,781 --> 01:47:01,531
sex tourism in the Philippines,

1328
01:47:01,698 --> 01:47:03,523
can we talk about it too?
- Another era.

1329
01:47:03,631 --> 01:47:05,131
Otherwise what?

1330
01:47:06,080 --> 01:47:08,289
Céline is censored,

1331
01:47:08,497 --> 01:47:11,372
Genet, and even good old Gide?

1332
01:47:11,580 --> 01:47:13,122
No, literature has all the rights.

1333
01:47:13,330 --> 01:47:15,497
-This ridiculous quarrel
will only be a flash in the pan.

1334
01:47:15,705 --> 01:47:16,747
He is tough,

1335
01:47:16,955 --> 01:47:18,789
and he knows how to defend himself.

1336
01:47:18,997 --> 01:47:21,389
-He always embodies freedom
of expression, transgression.

1337
01:47:21,400 --> 01:47:22,409
-And you, Vanessa,

1338
01:47:22,517 --> 01:47:23,517
what do you think?

1339
01:49:16,120 --> 01:49:19,470
-For so many years,
I go around in circles in my cage.

1340
01:49:21,620 --> 01:49:24,620
My dreams are populated
of murder and revenge.

1341
01:49:26,080 --> 01:49:29,580
Until the day the solution
finally presents itself,

1342
01:49:29,747 --> 01:49:31,872
there, before my eyes,

1343
01:49:32,039 --> 01:49:33,797
as evidence:

1344
01:49:34,800 --> 01:49:37,800
take the hunter
in his own trap,

1345
01:49:37,967 --> 01:49:40,217
lock it in a book.